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itsallover

Arcanist
Jun 29, 2018
478
I would imagine a heroin overdose as when the paramedics try to administer narcan they fight it off because the high is so good they don't care about dieing. For anyone who has ever used could I get this done by snorting it or do I have to shoot it? I wanna have some enjoyment before I go if I have to. I need a backup plan in case my surgery fails. Also has anyone gone through something so traumatic and life altering they just don't care anymore. For the longest I thought just let me get my health back and I'll be okay. At this point I see life as completely meaningless as I had all these plans and now I'm just hoping some surgery works. I have never felt depression like this before. When it's tied to something physical you can't control then it's just devastating. Last question I have is if anybody has had success with the partner megathread? I wouldn't hesitate to make plans with someone as I'm too depressed to even think straight, let alone how to come up with a successful suicide method.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,925
Ideally, it would be either taking N and then slowly, peacefully, drifting into eternal sleep, or of course having an exit bag with an inert gas (Argon, Nitrogen, Helium, etc.) and then slowly passing out peacefully. Those options aren't available for me, thus the next best option that is reliable, quick, and painless is suicide via firearm.
 
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pleasethistime

Experienced
Jun 25, 2018
256
auto-erotic asphyxia ?
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
N or SN while you're watching Office Space? That movie never gets old...
 
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SirChuxAlot

Member
Jan 16, 2019
63
Ideally, it would be either taking N and then slowly, peacefully, drifting into eternal sleep, or of course having an exit bag with an inert gas (Argon, Nitrogen, Helium, etc.) and then slowly passing out peacefully. Those options aren't available for me, thus the next best option that is reliable, quick, and painless is suicide via firearm.
I second this. Preferably I would like to CTB in my sleep but well, that isn't quite possible.
 
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goxua

goxua

Student
Jan 28, 2019
180
With injecting heroin you feel the euphoria within seconds and you've also got a more concentrated rush with the injecting. With smoking, it can take about a quarter of an hour to feel the peak.

I never snorted so cannot comment, as I only mainlined and chased it but you can also smoke in a pipe or in a joint.
 
21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
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Nitromask

Specialist
Feb 18, 2019
324
N or inert gas both sound pleasurable to me. Trying to decide which to go with.
 
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lifeisbutadream

Warlock
Oct 4, 2018
766
With injecting heroin you feel the euphoria within seconds and you've also got a more concentrated rush with the injecting. With smoking, it can take about a quarter of an hour to feel the peak.

I never snorted so cannot comment, as I only mainlined and chased it but you can also smoke in a pipe or in a joint.


I understand thst taking heroin, especially the first time, feels so great that thats why people becomd addicted. The first and last time sounds good. Could you OD on heroin by swallowing it? I'm not a smoker and I'd probably choke on a pipe or joint, nor have i ever injected anything into myself. But most of all how to get it?
 
chrijo

chrijo

done
Feb 8, 2019
329
Injecting is always better. If you swallow h, the liver would eliminate 60-70% of the h (First-Pass-Effect).

I know, injecting is not for everyone. You can practice that with sodium chloride 0.9%.
 
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Roberto

Wizard
Jan 19, 2019
684
I'm not sure is the best way. My idea is getting to sleep with diazepam, and having a brief heart attack by amytriptiline being unconscious. I'm not sure if it works the amytriptiline cocktail but I'll try.
 
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Socrates Augustus

Socrates Augustus

Member
Feb 21, 2019
33
For me there is no "enjoyable". But maybe a bullet to the side of my head would be my method.
 
Sanguinius

Sanguinius

Chicken of ss
Aug 9, 2018
291
Jumping, for me. I love this feeling of free fall...
 
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Roberto

Wizard
Jan 19, 2019
684
Jumping, for me. I love this feeling of free fall...
The good part if you jump from a very high place is that you don't feel nothing as, the signal from the body takes more to reach/process the head, I've heard. I don't like heights, so I prefer to avoid the previous anxiety. But nothing prevents me from having a good bottle of whiskey to be more 'secure'.
 
Dutch

Dutch

Student
Feb 13, 2019
129
The best way for me would be: Jumping out an aeroplane without parachute. I love kicks and extreme sports, but i choosed for SN so i can do it home without involving to much people.
 

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