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thetwilightzone

thetwilightzone

Specialist
Jul 14, 2018
307
Physical - Having eye floaters, Itchy legs and cavity sore teeth.

Mental - Back in Oct/Nov 2014 when I felt like suicide impulsively then attacked someone
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
Physical-all my illnesses caused by envoirement and genetics

mental-all my illnesses caused by envoirement and genetics

I don't want to go into detail because I'm uncomfortable with that.
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

Wizard
Aug 16, 2018
672
Physical - acid burning brain and lobotmoty like function

Mental - excruciating mental torture

Both from ssri antidepressant
 
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Kogoruhn

Kogoruhn

Student
May 20, 2018
109
Physical: I guess it must have been painful when i was around 2 years old. I fell to the ground on my head from a tall chair. I don't remember the episode.

Mental: A lot derived from my social anxiety disorder. Tachycardia, sweating, mental overwhelming. Remember one time in university, a moment before i had to do an oral presentation, i was so overwhelmed with negative ideas i thought my heart was going to explode.
 
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Mrs.O'Leary'sCow

Mrs.O'Leary'sCow

SanitizingDeodorantCakes
Aug 20, 2018
305
Physical: Kidney stones. Holy motherfucking jesus they're painful.

Mental: Obsessive crushes.
 
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Going Home

Going Home

Specialist
Sep 21, 2018
357
Verbal abuses, bullying and constant gaslight by family and doctors.
 
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Lizzie S.

Lizzie S.

Experienced
Sep 2, 2018
258
Physical: living after overdosing on heroin

Mental: breakups, abuse
 
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undertherainbow

Member
Sep 21, 2018
80
Physical: 12 hours of labor giving birth to my dead child in my bathroom
Mental:burying said child and having my family tell me that I should try exercising for my depression...right after I buried my child.
 
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lostinthedream

lostinthedream

Warlock
Sep 2, 2018
754
physical: Abscessed tooth

mental/emotional: after a breakup, heartbreak is excruciating
 
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