• If you haven't yet, we highly encourage you to check out our Recovery Resources thread!
  • Hey Guest,

    As you know, censorship around the world has been ramping up at an alarming pace. The UK and OFCOM has singled out this community and have been focusing its censorship efforts here. It takes a good amount of resources to maintain the infrastructure for our community and to resist this censorship. We would appreciate any and all donations.

    Bitcoin Address (BTC): 39deg9i6Zp1GdrwyKkqZU6rAbsEspvLBJt

    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9

    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8

  • Security update: At around 2:28AM EST, the site was labeled as malicious by Google erroneously, causing users to get a "Dangerous site" warning in most browsers. It appears that this was done by mistake and has been reversed by Google. It may take a few hours for you to stop seeing those warnings.

    If you're still getting these warnings, please let a member of staff know.
L

luten

work, love, and learn
Feb 25, 2021
507
What do you fear most?


wolf
 
  • Like
Reactions: lobster salad, Shadowrider, Wraith and 1 other person
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Behind the guilt was compassion
Jan 26, 2021
5,760
AGI-life-extention-time-perception-manipulation-torture.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Shadowrider
W

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
Somebody hurting (or even killing) my parents, nephew, brother or dog. I just couldn't deal with it.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: bamboozled_the_grea, Cherry Crumpet, Shadowrider and 1 other person
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,737
Still being here when I am really old, burdened with many debilitating health problems.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Shadowrider and Wraith
Wraith

Wraith

Lost in The Void
Nov 4, 2020
181
Involuntary admission to a psych ward
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Shadowrider, western_heart and saltshaker
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,235
Staying a permavirgin many decades from now.

I'm already close to living that reality at this rate and there's unfortunately no turning back which is why suicide is an absolute necessity for me.
 
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
Reactions: lobster salad, Shadowrider and Wraith
nopointofliving

nopointofliving

Warrior
Apr 19, 2021
513
My biggest fear is mum is gonna die one day. I always pray I and she die together at the same time.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: zi99, Shadowrider and Wraith
LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
367
Failing somehow my attempt and ending up tetraplegic or in a hospital bed for the rest of my life. Other than that, just seeing myself rotting away and being old with no one beside me.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: lobster salad, FuneralCry, Shadowrider and 2 others
saltshaker

saltshaker

salt shaker, rule breaker
Jan 29, 2021
402
AGI-life-extention-time-perception-manipulation-torture.
Gonna have to agree with some kind of futuristic space torture.

Like maybe i'm hanged up on a rack and my heads in this cylinder, then i'm slowly drowned. But oww wait I can breathe this liquid! So i don't even get the sweet release of death at the end of a painful drowning. Then that happens to me like 1000 more times.
 
Thisgirlwantstosleep

Thisgirlwantstosleep

A pointless life had in a pointless world
Mar 11, 2019
130
Being homeless which is an unfortunate possibility for me
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: lobster salad, Shadowrider, western_heart and 1 other person
western_heart

western_heart

trying to save ourself
May 23, 2021
628
Surviving an attempt, or any sort of serious accident, with permanent injury
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: lobster salad, zi99 and Shadowrider
Shadowrider

Shadowrider

Student
Jan 26, 2021
184
Homelessness.
 
  • Like
Reactions: logan and Weary Soul
Z

zi99

Member
Feb 23, 2020
95
Because of my meds or I dont know why, but I have nightmares very often
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Shadowrider
Cherry Crumpet

Cherry Crumpet

Hiraeth
May 7, 2018
276
Trying as hard as I can to make myself a new future that I will be content with, hopefully even happy, and feel like I did something of worth with my life...

Only to realize I failed at it all over again.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Neurodoom
E

everydayiloveyou

Arcanist
Jul 5, 2020
490
- Losing my family
- Losing our jobs, having to be homeless
- Getting so badly humiliated that my career gets ruined
- Flunking out/dropping out of school and being unable to finish
 
I

I'm scared

Member
Feb 16, 2021
51
Vomiting...The most ridiculous comment this post will get but the main reason why I am finding it so hard to live as I have terrible digestive problems..Emetophobia when severe is hell
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Shadowrider
U

UseItOrLoseIt

Visionary
Dec 4, 2020
2,215
Being alone. Can't seem to wake up.
 
Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,156
I feel as though I am already living my worst nightmare, and the horrible part is that I know that things can always get worse.

But, homelessness is looming, and quickly. I would not say it is my worst nightmare, but I will kill myself before that happens, and I don't really want to die, so that is a nightmare in and of itself I suppose.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Shadowrider

Similar threads

HopingOnaMiracle
Replies
7
Views
327
Recovery
Vacuous
Vacuous
B
Replies
1
Views
136
Recovery
Alexei_Kirillov
Alexei_Kirillov
Namelesa
Replies
5
Views
300
Suicide Discussion
Trismegistus_13
Trismegistus_13
TrifoliumsFriend
Replies
3
Views
189
Recovery
RosebyAnyName
RosebyAnyName
uselessflesh
Replies
1
Views
214
Suicide Discussion
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie