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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
Nothing makes me 100% happy nowadays, but there's a friend of mine who's always managed to cheer me up for as long as I've known him. He's always there to give advice/support or just make me laugh, give me a hug and things like that. He's a wonderful person. I'm gonna miss him.
 
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gnrluver0105

gnrluver0105

Member
Nov 25, 2018
58
Calm and peace makes me feel happy, I just want an peaceful life, but that's not possible, only possible happy ending it's ctb
 
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LifeSick

LifeSick

Eat the rich or die!
Sep 20, 2018
167
Remembering that life is finite.
 
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Jen Erik

Jen Erik

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Oct 12, 2018
637
Dogs. Photos of dogs. Dogs in real life. Dogs make me happy.
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550

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LifeSick

LifeSick

Eat the rich or die!
Sep 20, 2018
167
Dogs. Photos of dogs. Dogs in real life. Dogs make me happy.

That's cool. I wish they made me happy too. My ex always sent me photos of dogs or cats or make me pet a cat or dog when I was down but it never helped.
 
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Xerxes

Xerxes

Invisible
Nov 8, 2018
936
Dreaming.
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
The thought of not being here next year makes me feel truly happy. Other than that, video games, eating and watching movies on Netflix.
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
My own death
 
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Jen Erik

Jen Erik

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Oct 12, 2018
637
@15dec Thanks, I love it.
:smiling:

I wish they made me happy too. My ex always sent me photos of dogs or cats or make me pet a cat or dog when I was down but it never helped.
Yeah, I hear what you're saying. For me, it's a reminder of the dog I had, I think, that makes it happy for me.
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
Dogs. Photos of dogs. Dogs in real life. Dogs make me happy.

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Eren

Eren

Si hablas español mándame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
1,073
Online videogames, is the only social contact I have now.
 
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NotWorthLiving

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2018
1,264
The thought of freedom through my death

Other than that I also have a someone who is amazing at cheering me up a little although it's not much
 
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Jen Erik

Jen Erik

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Oct 12, 2018
637
Aw thanks @therhydler.
It's very kind of you.
:happy:
 
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Aesthler

Aesthler

Death is the only God who comes when you call
Sep 25, 2018
416
I'm gonna be strange and say that my happiness comes from within and not from external forces. Things that influence my happiness are art, cool people to be around, exploring new things and good food.
 
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Norest4thewicked

Norest4thewicked

Losing it
Nov 4, 2018
270
Weed. Beer. Coke. Anything to blot out the shit I know it's putting a strain on my body, I just don't give a fuck.
 
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azucaramargo

azucaramargo

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2018
1,010
Looking good. Having money. Feeling loved/wanted/adored. Attention. Acceptance. Money. (I know I said it twice. That's how happy it makes me.) Thanks for the probing question, 15dec. What makes YOU happy, 15dec.
 
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azucaramargo

azucaramargo

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2018
1,010
I'm gonna be strange and say that my happiness comes from within and not from external forces. Things that influence my happiness are art, cool people to be around, exploring new things and good food.
Good for you, Aesthier. if I could look inside myself for happiness (and find it), I would be in a much better situation. Go on with your bad self. :)
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
Looking good. Having money. Feeling loved/wanted/adored. Attention. Acceptance. Money. (I know I said it twice. That's how happy it makes me.) Thanks for the probing question, 15dec. What makes YOU happy, 15dec.
The same things as you, also music and my friends :)
 
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Koal

Koal

Student
Dec 16, 2018
101
When I'm finally tired enough to fall asleep without struggle, then I can die for ~12 hours
 
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stargazer

Arcanist
Nov 19, 2018
433
Eating good healthy food, eating bad but delicious food. A Big Mac. Pasta. Pizza. Mmm.
Mostly just food, and playing the lottery. Getting money to spend on said things.

That's basically all I do now.
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,985
Everything I do is based on stupid little dopamine hits that work just about well enough to prevent me from tumbling into the abyss.

I get up, smoke, drink my caffeine, take my SSRI, listen to a good song, fap, eat a pizza, gamble on a day trade in the stock market. Silly things like that give me a small rush but are ultimately unfulfilling and unproductive. That's my life though. I wouldn't say anything actually makes me happy.
 
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azucaramargo

azucaramargo

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2018
1,010
The same things as you, also music and my friends :)
  • Good for you, dec15. I'm glad you have your friends and music to round out your happiness. Me, I just care about my self. :hihi:
 
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Lautreamont

Member
Dec 16, 2018
17
haha 'my own death' is a good answer :D
 
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Bread

Bread

Avoid if allergic to gluten
Dec 1, 2018
80
Sometimes a silly video on the internet will make me laugh but it's not common and the feeling doesn't last for long. The only great happiness I experience is in dreams. Most of my dreams aren't fun, but rarely I'll have a good dream where I have friends or where I'm with the person I love. The feelings I experience in those dreams are so real. I can remember with vivid detail the ticklish feeling in the back of my throat or the warm, soft feeling of someone's hand. When I wake up I feel a profound sense of loss. Often I'll write the dreams down as soon as I'm aware because I don't want to forget what happened or how I felt. Unfortunately over time the feelings fade and I can't recall them anymore.
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
Sometimes a silly video on the internet will make me laugh but it's not common and the feeling doesn't last for long. The only great happiness I experience is in dreams. Most of my dreams aren't fun, but rarely I'll have a good dream where I have friends or where I'm with the person I love. The feelings I experience in those dreams are so real. I can remember with vivid detail the ticklish feeling in the back of my throat or the warm, soft feeling of someone's hand. When I wake up I feel a profound sense of loss. Often I'll write the dreams down as soon as I'm aware because I don't want to forget what happened or how I felt. Unfortunately over time the feelings fade and I can't recall them anymore.

I have exactly the same thing with dreams. In my dreams is the only time I feel peace. When I wake up I keep my eyes closed for as long as possible wishing I would fall back into them.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,828
wanting to end my life
 
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