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bacardirum

bacardirum

Experienced
May 21, 2019
233
I guess we all have different issues in life. I used to think I was fine and one morning I got a phone call from my gf's mum to tell me she had been killed, she had been my partner for 11 years or so. I sort of went numb, and nothing has really changed from that, I had my mum as support, she has died now too, so I think losing the 2 women in your life you loved the most. What makes you want to end it?
 
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Susan Caswell

Specialist
Feb 25, 2019
316
I guess we all have different issues in life. I used to think I was fine and one morning I got a phone call from my gf's mum to tell me she had been killed, she had been my partner for 11 years or so. I sort of went numb, and nothing has really changed from that, I had my mum as support, she has died now too, so I think losing the 2 women in your life you loved the most. What makes you want to end it?
TINNITUS which sounds ridiculous but for me I cant take the deafening hammering noise both ears 22 months going out of my mind cant function cant eat cant sleep cant live tragic I was so very fit and well came from nowhere
 
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dreamsofdestruction

dreamsofdestruction

Everywhere I look is chaos
May 9, 2019
340
Just the most mundane depression, isolation and crippling loneliness, really.
 
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ExitTheDay

ExitTheDay

We fight to live or live to die
May 26, 2019
336
Being part of a species that causes so much turmoil and destruction
 
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Krammm

Member
Dec 8, 2018
9
I was injured by a doctor 8 months ago. I have been bedridden since and in pain. I can't face years and years like this
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,813
sick of living and life an want to end my life and depression
 
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Chalken

Chalken

Decaying
Nov 20, 2018
214
Depression, anxiety and general apathy towards life.
 
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Escaper Boy

Escaper Boy

累坏了...
Apr 11, 2019
245
Feeling trapped in the place that I don't want to be in. Losing hope of better future. The constant shaming and insult from other humans. My unwillingness to "endure" any further.
 
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