Discussion What method(s) are you considering?

[darksouls2kicksass]

Hey guys! I need to die soon (you know how it is), but I'm so indecisive as to not make any progress at all. I'd love inert gas like nitrogen, but it seems like a lot of complex moving parts that I'd probably end up fucking up. N would be great if there were any actual sellers out there. I'm also thinking of just getting SN and hoping I don't puke it up.

Just curious if anyone else is struggling to choose a method and commit to it. I gotta pick something soon

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I've settled on CO for when the time comes. Yes, if I could get N I'd go with that. IF something happens that I am unable to physically carry-out everything I need to do for CO, my backup is a firearm which, hopefully, I'll still be able to physically operate.

 

[Ragerr11]

Night night

 

[Saponification]

I'm pretty much set on SN. It's really easy to get where I live and it's reliable enough for me. I'm pretty sure I'll have the willpower to not puke it up.

 

[Shadows From Hell]

Going with CO, with hanging as backup.

 

[SchrodingerIsDed]

Hey guys! I need to die soon (you know how it is), but I'm so indecisive as to not make any progress at all. I'd love inert gas like nitrogen, but it seems like a lot of complex moving parts that I'd probably end up fucking up. N would be great if there were any actual sellers out there. I'm also thinking of just getting SN and hoping I don't puke it up.

Just curious if anyone else is struggling to choose a method and commit to it. I gotta pick something soon

There's no N anywhere. Even if you find it, it's going to be hella expensive. Probably upwards of $5,000, maybe $20,000 for a sufficient dose of 10G.

SN is actually pretty difficult to get hold of itself, unless you know which website is the DMC on here. I don't yet. It took me a month to get it figured out. I have multiple batches, and one called at technical grade 99%, still not sure if that's even the right kind. But it's 99%.

Anyway, as for methods, hanging is the most lethal, imo, and the easiest to pull off. It's just not going to be comfortable and will be a bit scary. There's a technique where if you have a solid anchor, you can lean forward, you'll feel fine, then you lean backward to a normal standing position and literally just pass out, then the rest is history. I'd like that method, though you need a strong anchor.

For me, I'm considering doing a double down. I'll combine sn with hanging. I may throw sa in there too if I can find it. I have a couple possibilities there.

I may also use my firearm, but I'm really concerned about doing permanent damage and surviving there. I figure doubling up will maximize my chances. But I'm not sure on the logistics of mixing sn and hanging. If I could set up some time release thing in a chair that would pull it away after a specific amount of time, when the sn+benzos had already knocked me out, but I'm not sure how I would swing that. Lol, no pun intended.

 

[sadalways]

Used to think about slitting wrists, found out that doesn't work. Then i thought about OD, doesn't work either. Was set on hanging until i found out about SN. So i say SN

 

[kitchenwindow197]

There's no N anywhere. Even if you find it, it's going to be hella expensive. Probably upwards of $5,000, maybe $20,000 for a sufficient dose of 10G.

SN is actually pretty difficult to get hold of itself, unless you know which website is the DMC on here. I don't yet. It took me a month to get it figured out. I have multiple batches, and one called at technical grade 99%, still not sure if that's even the right kind. But it's 99%.

Anyway, as for methods, hanging is the most lethal, imo, and the easiest to pull off. It's just not going to be comfortable and will be a bit scary. There's a technique where if you have a solid anchor, you can lean forward, you'll feel fine, then you lean backward to a normal standing position and literally just pass out, then the rest is history. I'd like that method, though you need a strong anchor.

For me, I'm considering doing a double down. I'll combine sn with hanging. I may throw sa in there too if I can find it. I have a couple possibilities there.

I may also use my firearm, but I'm really concerned about doing permanent damage and surviving there. I figure doubling up will maximize my chances. But I'm not sure on the logistics of mixing sn and hanging. If I could set up some time release thing in a chair that would pull it away after a specific amount of time, when the sn+benzos had already knocked me out, but I'm not sure how I would swing that. Lol, no pun intended.

i know im not allowed to say what the site for dmc is but are you using the right browser, the one that starts with Y and ends with X?? It comes up for me on the first page when i put in dmc and "SN" and the country

 

[SchrodingerIsDed]

i know im not allowed to say what the site for dmc is but are you using the right browser, the one that starts with Y and ends with X?? It comes up for me on the first page when i put in dmc and "SN" and the country

You magnificent person you! Thank you! I should be able to figure it out from there.

 

[bananaolympus]

sn,co or jumping going way higher now

 

[TransTaxEvader]

what is co?

 

[darksouls2kicksass]

i know im not allowed to say what the site for dmc is but are you using the right browser, the one that starts with Y and ends with X?? It comes up for me on the first page when i put in dmc and "SN" and the country

LEGEND. Now I'm too stupid to figure out how to actually buy anything. Time to email some dude and pretend like I'm some industrial company ig

 

[kitchenwindow197]

what is co?

carbon monoxide, usually done with burning charcoal

 

[TransTaxEvader]

carbon monoxide, usually done with burning charcoal

i see.

 

[deadzombie6]

Sodium nitrite

 

[Namelesa]

If I could actually access methods I would rather SN or jumping but can't cus trapped by family. SN as it the most popular method here and seems not so painful when with jumping I can't back out of it after I jumped.

 

[living4others]

There's no N anywhere. Even if you find it, it's going to be hella expensive. Probably upwards of $5,000, maybe $20,000 for a sufficient dose of 10G.

SN is actually pretty difficult to get hold of itself, unless you know which website is the DMC on here. I don't yet. It took me a month to get it figured out. I have multiple batches, and one called at technical grade 99%, still not sure if that's even the right kind. But it's 99%.

Anyway, as for methods, hanging is the most lethal, imo, and the easiest to pull off. It's just not going to be comfortable and will be a bit scary. There's a technique where if you have a solid anchor, you can lean forward, you'll feel fine, then you lean backward to a normal standing position and literally just pass out, then the rest is history. I'd like that method, though you need a strong anchor.

For me, I'm considering doing a double down. I'll combine sn with hanging. I may throw sa in there too if I can find it. I have a couple possibilities there.

I may also use my firearm, but I'm really concerned about doing permanent damage and surviving there. I figure doubling up will maximize my chances. But I'm not sure on the logistics of mixing sn and hanging. If I could set up some time release thing in a chair that would pull it away after a specific amount of time, when the sn+benzos had already knocked me out, but I'm not sure how I would swing that. Lol, no pun intended.

I'm also thinking about doubling sn with firearm. I just wanna make sure i ctb.

 

[longtheriverrun]

I can't decide between using a firearm or jumping. Those are my only options right now since they're the most readily available for me

 

[TransTaxEvader]

I've got a flair for drama so I'm gonna slit my wrists in a bathtub an hour after taking a huge edible.

 

[Igotaplane]

I want to go out in a way that's painful and I was thinking about drowning but it's almost nearly impossible. I was thinking about stabbing myself but I can't even get myself to inject my hormones let alone stab myself to death. My current thoughts on it are SN somewhere remote and quiet and maybe leaving state and purchase a gun. I've been to a psychiatric facility semi-recently so I would probably have to go about it in an illegal way in order to obtain the gun without a background check you know?

 

[LigottiIsRight]

I'm between hanging (partial or full, I'm lucky enough to have a good anchor point at home that can do the job for both) and night-night/tourniquet. I also have the immense advantage of living alone, so it's all a matter of when and how.
If I live in the proper country instead of mine, firearms definitely would be the top choice.

 

[wanttodie]

HANGING

 

[2minutes2ctb]

Considering a method that could be associated to an accidental death, mainly to prevent family trauma.
My first pick was jumping, I went hiking a few times and spotted some cliffs that could do but always concerned about the certainty of dying.
Then I thought about SWB, which is basically drowning while being unconscious. I tried in the ocean and in a pool, without success. It's kinda hard for me to pass out underwater from what I've experienced.
The latest thing on my mind would be hit by a bus, but I don't want the driver and the passengers to get traumatized.
So yeah, still hesitant to this day. I wanted to ctb by the end of March at the very latest. Hanging might be my last resort but not ideal to have it passed for an accidental death.

 

[Grav]

Partial hanging or shotgun in mouth.

 

[ItHurts]

Same

Considering a method that could be associated to an accidental death, mainly to prevent family trauma.
My first pick was jumping, I went hiking a few times and spotted some cliffs that could do but always concerned about the certainty of dying.
Then I thought about SWB, which is basically drowning while being unconscious. I tried in the ocean and in a pool, without success. It's kinda hard for me to pass out underwater from what I've experienced.
The latest thing on my mind would be hit by a bus, but I don't want the driver and the passengers to get traumatized.
So yeah, still hesitant to this day. I wanted to ctb by the end of March at the very latest. Hanging might be my last resort but not ideal to have it passed for an accidental death

Same - I would want an accidental death for family reasons, however nothing seems really possible with our options.
I would have then taken a firearm, but in my country it is impossible to get one (how I wish I was in US). Next 2 seems hanging or SN - either of which will not be accidental. Sigh

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish for Nembutal as well, it's just so cruel and horrible to me how the option to cease existing so peacefully is denied, all I wish for is a guaranteed death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep with no more pain, no more suffering. I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer in this reality where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel just waiting to die anyway, non-existence really is the only peace for me.

 

[2minutes2ctb]

I would have then taken a firearm, but in my country it is impossible to get one (how I wish I was in US). Next 2 seems hanging or SN - either of which will not be accidental. Sigh

Yeah I feel you. I mean, they all have their downsides.
Jumping - even though you're just a few seconds away from it, death is not 100% certain depending on the way you land, height, type of surface, … and boy the SI is so strong.
Drowning - seems incredibly painful, and can take up to 8 minutes. That's why the SWB « method » got my attention.
Hit by a bus (or train) - again, death is not 100% guaranteed, although the one passing by in front of my house drives pretty fast. But I can't inflict that to the people onboard.
Crashing my car - tempting, but what a waste of money. I'd rather have my family using it after I'm gone.
I don't see many other methods that can look accidental tbh, so any suggestions are welcome.

 

[ItHurts]

Yeah I feel you. I mean, they all have their downsides.
Jumping - even though you're just a few seconds away from it, death is not 100% certain depending on the way you land, height, type of surface, … and boy the SI is so strong.
Drowning - seems incredibly painful, and can take up to 8 minutes. That's why the SWB « method » got my attention.
Hit by a bus (or train) - again, death is not 100% guaranteed, although the one passing by in front of my house drives pretty fast. But I can't inflict that to the people onboard.
Crashing my car - tempting, but what a waste of money. I'd rather have my family using it after I'm gone.
I don't see many other methods that can look accidental tbh, so any suggestions are welcome.

Curious - why/ how do you consider jumping as accidental?

 

[SchrodingerIsDed]

I'm also thinking about doubling sn with firearm. I just wanna make sure i ctb.

Yeah. If anyone finds you, their main concern is probably going to be the gunshot wound, so who would think they'd actually also take a poison. Maybe the cyanosis would be so clear that they would know. My concern with sn is the antidote. I'd prefer something without one which is why I want the sa. There's no cure for sa. But it is so hard to get. Companies will not sell it at all unless you have a lab and they are scared to ship it anywhere except a lab warehouse since it can explode. Which makes sense I suppose

I've OD'd before on a different poison, and even though I was in a coma, they still managed to bring me back with that damn antidote. Still. Gun+sn is going to be really hard for them to bring you back. Well the sound of the gunshot might alert them early then if they see cyanosis they'll just give you the antidote first then start working on the wound. The sn might not even really be much of a sidetrack. Since sn has become more popular due to PPH, first responders carry the antidote with them a lot now. :(

I don't see many other methods that can look accidental tbh, so any suggestions are welcome.

sa is a really good bet for accidental. They'll never find the cause if you are careful about anonymously purchasing or any signs of. It's just so hard to get but some Indian companies might sell it without intense restrictions. Also the toxicity to other people is dangerous if someone finds you and it's difficult to safely get rid of. As you say, there's always a downside.

 

[25jiyuki]

Shallow Water Blackout. I've always wanted to die drowning where no one can see me. So when I found this method, I was really happy.