What propels you toward the grave the most?

[Volatile]

My inability to connect is like it's own prison. It wasn't always like this but this decade has done so much damage to my mind

 

[Miss clefable]

I'm 26 I've seen to much and it's never going to change

 

[Paulsmith]

My shit and utter awful life

 

[MistakesHappen]

Cursed by the present, tired of the ups and downs.

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

I've seen what life has in store and thanks, but I'll pass.

 

[Volatile]

I'm 26 I've seen to much and it's never going to change

What have you seen?

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Fear of not coping, dying slowly of disease. But fear also keeps me alive. Is a no win.

 

[Miss clefable]

Fear of not coping, dying slowly of disease. But fear also keeps me alive. Is a no win.

Learn to let go

 

[TengoK]

I'm 47 and - apart from brief periods - have been almost entirely alone and without real 'connections' in this world for over 25 years. The thought of this abject loneliness continuing for another 20 years or so drives me towards ctb.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Being misunderstood, hated, shunned, forgotten, and realizing I did all these things to others, inability to connect as well. Desiring only who and what I cannot have, etc. Not feeling the love like I should for those who love and care for me still.

 

[wanttodie]

that my life well be over i wont have to live no more hate my life and living be glad when i end my life

 

[Smilla]

I've seen what life has in store and thanks, but I'll pass.

What is your avatar?

 

[Smilla]

I'm 47 and - apart from brief periods - have been almost entirely alone and without real 'connections' in this world for over 25 years. The thought of this abject loneliness continuing for another 20 years or so drives me towards ctb.

I'm 38, about to turn 39. Congrats on lasting so long I guess.

I've seen enough too.

 

[Cold]

Loneliness and a complete lack of meaning in my life.

 

[bigj75]

purpose. I have no purpose anymore.

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

the total lack of support and opportunity

 

[skitliv]

Life; this stupid game

 

[bigj75]

Life; this stupid game

Nobody wants to play a game that is too easy. But neither a game that is too hard. Shit got too hard for me at this point.

 

[Final Escape]

Lack of belonging, financial instability, not having a partner, depression, isolation, lack of meaning, I don't look forward to things improving or get excited about future.

 

[Justanotherconsumer]

Airplanes and cars

 

[Volatile]

Airplanes and cars

And space ships!!!!

 

[mattwitt]

knowing there's no point to go on.

 

[Lost]

Tired of life in general don't see a reason to keep
Going

 

[Mayfil]

My inability to connect is like it's own prison. It wasn't always like this but this decade has done so much damage to my mind

my appearance, bored of life in general and being condemned to be fucking live stock all my life. seriously fuck work

 

[azeton]

I ruined everything. I had a beautiful wife, a beloved daughter. I was making a lot of money. I made a big mistake, now I have a bad liver and kidneys. I lost everything-love, family, health, the opportunity to work. But I'm holding on for my daughter, I love her very much. As soon as the pain becomes unbearable, I use nitrogen. I've ruined my happiness.

 

[GeorgeEastman]

Fascination with finality.

 

[Smilla]

Nobody wants to play a game that is too easy. But neither a game that is too hard. Shit got too hard for me at this point.

Why did it have to be a game at all?

 

[Lady Lunafreya]

I'm a massive failure that keeps disappointing people and being a burden to everyone.

 

[bigj75]

Why did it have to be a game at all?

that's what makes it so important. Random chance with no choice of your own. People just don't truly understand how important the choice of bringing a child into this world is. IDK why there is a game at all but we are here regardless. Once we are here why shouldn't matter only how do we play this game to make sure none of us suffer beyond what is necessary.

 

[bigj75]

I'm a massive failure that keeps disappointing people and being a burden to everyone.

but how did you get like that? How did your parents treat you?