Discussion What to do when the feelings of sadness and loneliness become unbearable?

[UninformedLover]

Everything feels like a chore and nothing is enjoyable anymore and it hasn't been for a long while. I used to like to read comic books but the thought of even looking at a book feels me with anguish. I used to like to sit outside but I hate leaving my house and my ocd and depression makes it difficult to enjoy going outside anymore.

I don't even wanna do unhealthy coping methods either. Usually when I feel so awful and lonely I'll cut myself or get super drunk or masturbate or just watch porn to feel something but I don't want to do any of those things either. I just lay in my bed rotting away while flipping through the same 3 apps. There's just this empty feeling in my chest that doesn't seem to go away. It just gets worse and worse as the days go on. I just wish I was never born bc I'm so freaking cooked my parents actually just ruined my life so bad istg. I hate them.

 

[EmptyBottle]

For me, I post around, chat on various sites and places, etc. And petting Ravi, the cat... helps the most.

 

[itsgone2]

Everything feels like a chore and nothing is enjoyable anymore and it hasn't been for a long while. I used to like to read comic books but the thought of even looking at a book feels me with anguish. I used to like to sit outside but I hate leaving my house and my ocd and depression makes it difficult to enjoy going outside anymore.

I don't even wanna do unhealthy coping methods either. Usually when I feel so awful and lonely I'll cut myself or get super drunk or masturbate or just watch porn to feel something but I don't want to do any of those things either. I just lay in my bed rotting away while flipping through the same 3 apps. There's just this empty feeling in my chest that doesn't seem to go away. It just gets worse and worse as the days go on. I just wish I was never born bc I'm so freaking cooked my parents actually just ruined my life so bad istg. I hate them.

I'm in the same place. I used to enjoy many things. Now it's bed or couch rotting.
I don't see a way out of it. So what's the point. Like everyone I wish ctb was easy.

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

"Do not go gentle into that good night; rage, rage against the dying of the light."

 

[Kari0499]

Reach out to someone similar.