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Apokryphiel

Apokryphiel

Forevermore
Mar 23, 2025
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What was the turning point or realization that led you on the path of suicide, or just to this site in general?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,550
I've personally always wished to not exist and it's all I've hoped for, I personally see it as the most torturous and futile burden to exist and I see existence as a terrible, tragic mistake, for me wanting to not exist is a response to existence itself and is all I hope for, non-existence really is all I see as positive, I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to be tortured by old age.

I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want peace, all that existence does is cause harm and suffering, I'll always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence, to me existence is the problem and I'd just never wish for any of this, I'll always see it as so deeply undesirable to exist. Non-existence would solve everything for me and save me from all future suffering in this existence I never would had chosen where I'm just waiting to not exist anyway and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep, I see so much cruelty in how suffering is seen as to force and prolong even know this existence was so tragically imposed, I'd never wish for the imposition of existence.
 
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