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Downandout82

Downandout82

Member
Feb 10, 2020
33
If u could change one thing what it be ?

I would of wished to never of been born.

if u could talk to a younger you what would u say ?
 
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N33dT0D13

N33dT0D13

Xe/It
Apr 2, 2023
365
If u could change one thing what it be ?

I would of wished to never of been born.

if u could talk to a younger you what would u say ?
I'd also wish to never have been born.
I'd tell younger me 1. Mom doesn't love you and 2. Resist the temptation. Depending on what age younger me is, they'd know what I mean.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,503
I wish I never existed more than anything as well, I was never meant to suffer in this cruel, undesirable existence, if it's up to me I'd really wish to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all, I want this existence to completely disappear and be forgotten about. Having the ability to exist is a choice I never would have made, something as dreadful as existence is something I'd rather avoid no matter what, for me it'll always be so incredibly hopeless to exist.
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,905
If u could change one thing what it be ?
Invest in bitcoin early on, cash out, retire.

if u could talk to a younger you what would u say ?
"Invest in bitcoin it'll go up over $50k at one point."


As a serious answer, I would love to be able to have a conversation with my younger self about his mental health and the distorted thoughts he was stuck in. I'm not sure he'd listen, but if he did I could've hit recovery and treatment way earlier.
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Enlightened
Apr 15, 2024
1,568
if u could talk to a younger you what would u say ?
I would tell my 15 year old self who was trying to slit their throat with a knife back then to DO IT! DO IT NOW!!!!! Even though I went on to experience the meme of "it gets better" from 23-31, everything "got WORSE" after that. So the 8 years of "it gets better" are not worth the pain I suffer now.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,514
I'd make it so that I was never born in the first place
 
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3/4Dead

3/4Dead

Peace, Love, Empathy
Feb 27, 2024
443
Do it when you have the chance, it's like this forever, nope doesn't get any easier, everyone will be fine.
 
Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
659
If I would be able to talk to myself when I was around 16, I would tell myself to CTB then instead of suffering for another 13 years.
 
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wCvML2

Member
Nov 15, 2021
455
I would always rather never to have been born than anything else. If I can't choose that, then I would tell my younger self to order pentobarbital when the online source existed and have a peaceful death.
 
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