Story When I was younger

[9BBN]

I used to dream of being a hero and saving the day. I thought the coolest heroes were the ones who never got the credit and saved people from threats they never saw. Now that I'm so depressed and want to ctb, it feels like fighting an uphill battle that nobody sees. I guess it's true what they say: be careful what you wish for.

This may be the only reason I'm alive. I don't want other people to have to learn what I have the hard way. But fuck, is it even possible to live for other people like that? Sometimes I just want to write a note with everything I have to say, and just leave.

 

[logan]

Hard to say what is right and wrong. It is always a question of perspective. Everyone thinks his thing is just. If you recognize that, maybe it will help you.

I am sorry that you are in such a bad way.

 

[whywere]

I so agree with you. Some days I think that I can help so many and other days I just want to say forget it. I truly honor you @9BBN as you are a very wise person and I love your thoughts as they help me.
Walter

 

[Midgardsorm]

Wow, that hits me deep. It's just like me, I even wrote s poem about it.
Being a hero, saving the day, saving the world. That was my dream.

It's just what I do now.
The problem is that, as Mercy would say: "Heroes never die".
But I do, and I'm really close to die.

 

[Fakereality]

I used to watch so much Madan senki and Ben 10 during my childhood thinking that those evil guys are so easy to defeat if I have the power of those heroes what I didn't know was that the world is full of villains and they are all hiding in plain sight plain view yet no one can do anything to them it's already a demon lord ruled world.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering, living can be painful. Depression really is a uphill battle, only those who go through it will understand what it is like, it is invisible to everyone else. I would never be able to live for other people in any way, personally. I wish you well.

 

[Conker]

I used to watch so much Madan senki and Ben 10 during my childhood thinking that those evil guys are so easy to defeat if I have the power of those heroes what I didn't know was that the world is full of villains and they are all hiding in plain sight plain view yet no one can do anything to them it's already a demon lord ruled world.

Reminds me of something that Max Spier's once said..

How we already won, it's just that we're playing out the storyline.
This world is immensely complex, I acknowledge there may be some higher concealed truths.
Both sides of the spectrum have their validity, although I've yet to find any real evidence that would help one reach a conclusion.


10,000 years is only 10 space days.


Man cannot, however, determine in his mind when or where Th circumstance occurred only that it is something familiar.
In Th end, however, all of his various pasts will reveal themselves."

High Priest Anana

Let this marinate
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There Is A Hexagon On The North Pole Of Saturn That Is Processing Energy Stolen From The Souls Imprisoned In Its Matrix

Satan Unjustifiably
Imprisons Souls Inside
Saturn So That He Can
Control Earth


The Turn In Saturn Refers To Turning Into Demonic Entities


The Wicked Ones Shall
Descend To The Abyss Once
The Souls Are Removed
From The Saturn Prison

Most Of The Gods Have Fallen To Saturn And Are Fighting Against Jupiter

The Entire Bible Is A
Masonic Spell Book That
Has Rewritten The Message
Of God To Serve Satans
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