• Hey Guest,

    As you know, censorship around the world has been ramping up at an alarming pace. The UK and OFCOM has singled out this community and have been focusing its censorship efforts here. It takes a good amount of resources to maintain the infrastructure for our community and to resist this censorship. We would appreciate any and all donations.

    Bitcoin Address (BTC): 39deg9i6Zp1GdrwyKkqZU6rAbsEspvLBJt

    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9

    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8

  • Security update: At around 2:28AM EST, the site was labeled as malicious by Google erroneously, causing users to get a "Dangerous site" warning in most browsers. It appears that this was done by mistake and has been reversed by Google. It may take a few hours for you to stop seeing those warnings.

    If you're still getting these warnings, please let a member of staff know.

Where are you ctb?

  • Hotel/motel

    Votes: 13 33.3%
  • Home

    Votes: 15 38.5%
  • Isolated area

    Votes: 7 17.9%
  • Public area (jumping off a bridge, etc)

    Votes: 2 5.1%
  • Other

    Votes: 2 5.1%

  • Total voters
    39
Sixfeetunder

Sixfeetunder

Specialist
Jan 12, 2019
319
My current plan is a hotel. I know what hotel I'm going to ctb in. It eliminates being found in time and my family won't be the one to find me. The property value of my parents home also won't go down.
 
  • Like
Reactions: lemmeeleev, johnny, 21Neberg and 2 others
felix

felix

Experienced
Jan 25, 2019
257
My current plan is a hotel. I know what hotel I'm going to ctb in. It eliminates being found in time and my family won't be the one to find me. The property value of my parents home also won't go down.
In the drain room of a dam near my house. There's a ladder built into the cement wall. That's where imma tie the rope
 
  • Like
Reactions: goxua, lemmeeleev, 21Neberg and 2 others
Burbank

Burbank

sleepyhead
Feb 12, 2019
61
Probably in the forest on our land. Not too far away, so people don't have to really look for me, but my mom wouldn't have to see the spot every day. I don't think she could live in a house her daughter CTB.
 
  • Like
Reactions: lemmeeleev, Memento Mori, 21Neberg and 2 others
Eren

Eren

Si hablas español mándame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
1,073
I would like to do it at home, in fact it is safer but I do not want my mother to be the one who finds my body.
 
  • Like
Reactions: lemmeeleev, Burbank, 21Neberg and 2 others
TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,925
If it came to the point, I could do it at home, but I'd rather not devalue my parent's property value. Therefore, I am going to do it in a secluded place, but not too far from the house. I guess it still might devalue property itself but not as much as being indoors.
 
  • Like
Reactions: lemmeeleev, Burbank, RaphtaliaTwoAnimals and 2 others
21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
I hate to traumatize a family member of mine by finding my dead body, but the truth is that I have no other place than home. I'm trying to hang myself, and I'll be doing that in my bathroom. My bathroom is warm and I can hang my belt easily from the towel rack.
 
  • Like
Reactions: lemmeeleev, Redt2go, Burbank and 1 other person
Memento Mori

Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
573
Somewhere in a randomly chosen country, probably on some nice meadow on a mountain in nature, while the sun goes down or in the middle of the night. Animals around me would be calming :D
 
  • Like
Reactions: Nessa, goxua, lemmeeleev and 3 others
R

Roberto

Wizard
Jan 19, 2019
684
I'm between doing it home or I thought in the WC of a hospital. I don't want my neighbours see my body going out of my flat.
I don't know why but the hospital, in the WC, it is nice for me. I don't want to reanimate me or the like, it is just ... I will feel well over there. Probably I'll do it home. Nobody will interfere. Nobody has come home for some years. I'll send an email to my psychologist saying I did it during the friday night. She will not see the email until monday and can call the police. Posibly I'll leave the door without the need of a key, so they don't have to break the door.

The problem is 1 of the cats that is afraid of everybody ... like me. If they have to catch it, it will be difficult. I don't want nothing to happen to them.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: lemmeeleev and Redt2go
VoloFataliDoce

VoloFataliDoce

The World Is Quiet Here
Jan 23, 2019
114
Either a hotel or at home. I'm leaning towards a hotel so my friends don't have to find my body, but am leery that the hotel staff will interrupt me. SN only takes a max of 8 hours to work, though, so if I do it in the evening there may not be any problems.
 
  • Like
Reactions: lemmeeleev and Redt2go
Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
Good weather = a forest, bad weather = i don't know.
 
  • Like
Reactions: lemmeeleev and Redt2go
Need-a-Place

Need-a-Place

happygolucky
Feb 10, 2019
36
I'm between doing it home or I thought in the WC of a hospital. I don't want my neighbours see my body going out of my flat.
I don't know why but the hospital, in the WC, it is nice for me. I don't want to reanimate me or the like, it is just ... I will feel well over there. Probably I'll do it home. Nobody will interfere. Nobody has come home for some years. I'll send an email to my psychologist saying I did it during the friday night. She will not see the email until monday and can call the police. Posibly I'll leave the door without the need of a key, so they don't have to break the door.

The problem is 1 of the cats that is afraid of everybody ... like me. If they have to catch it, it will be difficult. I don't want nothing to happen to them.

What is WC?

I've personally been curious about this after I heard of a successful suicide in a little used bathroom in a hospital. They are so big it is easy to imagine there must be some bathrooms not often accessed, and they are so busy it is easy to blend in and perhaps disappear into a bathroom and not be noticed anyway.

I am located near one of the top hospitals in the country. It is therefore fucking huge and extremely busy. It is like 10 buildings connected into one giant conglomerate building.

I have nowhere else to go, a huge public building like a hospital would be perfect. The one problem is if I am discovered early, it is too easy to resuscitate.
 
NorthAmericanQc

NorthAmericanQc

Experienced
Feb 5, 2019
227
Home. In my bed. Hopefully.
 
  • Like
Reactions: throwaway777 and Redt2go
I

itsallover

Arcanist
Jun 29, 2018
478
I almost died at home and my mother wouldn't be able to live with it. I gotta find my way to a bridge here in New York. There's some many. I'm just trying some last attempts at regaining my health and life, but deep down I know I'm screwed. I really wish I had a partner. It would make it so much easier.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Redt2go
Tomoe

Tomoe

Member
Feb 12, 2019
44
I'm kinda of torn between home and an isolated area. Although finding my death body wouldn't be the nicest sight for my parents, I think they'd prefer it over having going through the headache of going on a goose-chase and finding my body. Or I guess I could just leave a letter saying where I am. Or maybe I'm just overthinking it and they'd rather not see my dead body lol, who knows :P
 
  • Like
Reactions: Redt2go

Similar threads

Kimlett
Replies
2
Views
146
Suicide Discussion
Kimlett
Kimlett
avalokitesvara
Replies
2
Views
191
Suicide Discussion
avalokitesvara
avalokitesvara
Kadaver
Replies
3
Views
157
Suicide Discussion
human909
human909
heisenberg
Venting soon
Replies
5
Views
251
Suicide Discussion
themummyreturns
T