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lycheeginger

lycheeginger

no alarms and no surprises
Oct 21, 2023
41
i drove for 4 hours tonight. i didn't get anything done, just a big middle finger to my mileage basically. i got lost a handful of times and i'm sure i looked insane pulling into places to turn around but i didn't know what else to do.

i was white-knuckling the wheel from the second i got in the car to the second i got out. i never found a place that was free of traffic. i can't stomach being near anyone else. it feels too claustrophobic. i hate that i can't find somewhere to disappear to.
 
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Shrooms

Shrooms

Member
Nov 17, 2024
43
Disappearing is an easy feeling to get, you have to find either a large hill of sorts or somewhere high like a roof then simply it up there grab a blanket maybe just a jacket and stare at the sky. If you absolutely must put some earbuds in but if not just listen to the wind.
 
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resteasy3232

resteasy3232

x_x
Nov 18, 2024
59
nature trails help me alot, you can also go to the woods and just walk around there. make sure ur safe and u have a way back though.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
10,085
I don't need to go anywhere. I'm alone maybe 97% of the time. (Live alone, work from home.) The remaining 3% is when I rarely visit my parents or talk to delivery drivers.

I feel like I need my alone time. I don't think I'd cope too well around other people now. It must be hard not to have your own space. Could you maybe find somewhere- any spare rooms? A loft? A shed or garage?
 
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J&L383

Wizard
Jul 18, 2023
640
I don't need to go anywhere. I'm alone maybe 97% of the time. (Live alone, work from home.) The remaining 3% is when I rarely visit my parents or talk to delivery drivers.

I feel like I need my alone time. I don't think I'd cope too well around other people now. It must be hard not to have your own space. Could you maybe find somewhere- any spare rooms? A loft? A shed or garage?
Live alone, too. Just cashiers and passers by. No parents. They're gone.
 
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SA1994EC

Student
Jan 28, 2021
145
I have being living alone for decades. With no family contact or no friends, I speak to no one except for a few words exchanges at grocery shopping. I got used to it and don't miss the interactions with others. But I used to feel lonely. And at the same time, I used to, and still now, feel I need to get away. So, I know the feeling. So many of us feel the same, yet we are unable to ease each other's pain. It is a tragedy.
 
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ZeroM24

ZeroM24

Student
Oct 31, 2024
105
I sleep.
 
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MiraiShisen

MiraiShisen

Student
Jun 15, 2023
175
When I was able to walk without problems I used to visit a lot of places in nature where I could be alone, not too far from Village but good enough to be alone just me and nature, that was my mental and physical therapy I miss it so much, I felt so refreshed after such visit, like new energy came into me , nature energy. Rays of Sun, its warm on my skin, gentle summer breeze, all the colours, deep blue sky, grass with all kinds of flowers, birds singing, view at the mountains, perfect, as much as I hate how life operate I cant help myself but I have to say nature is truly beautiful , I really miss that, its so distant this memories from what I live today, its like all that happened in my previous life and somehow I remember it
 
Rainbow Dash

Rainbow Dash

Member
Aug 11, 2024
55
Honestly....
My room.
In bed.
With my stuffed animal fox.
In the dark.
Cuddle the fox and cry.
Just let it all out.
It will be ok.

That is my safe space and my escape from reality and life.

Safe in bed and my fox.
 
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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
435
I either sleep or go on late night walks
 
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sos

Specialist
Jul 22, 2024
312
bed, complete darkness; not any light is allowed to go in

or a car drive at night

love the darkness
 
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dontwakemeup

Specialist
Nov 11, 2024
316
I find peace and solace in my car garage. I live alone, but I feel extremely safe in my garage. There are times I'll grab my tablet and watch Netflix and chill inside my car in the garage. I know it's weird, but it works for me.
 
barely_afloat

barely_afloat

meh
Aug 29, 2023
48
My room. Or a place near the river that I know of. It's winter though so I won't be going until summer comes by
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,326
I don't have a place where I can be alone
 
Proxar

Proxar

Member
Nov 21, 2024
23
I just stay in my room, no one bothers me, and thats kinda painfull sometimes. Sometimes i just walk trough the city with my headphones on.
 
LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
297
Despite living at home, my parents rarely go to my room anymore. So it my fortress of solitudes.
 
derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,899
Eating lunch in my car now. Nice to know no one can bug me
 
Warlord's Pulse

Warlord's Pulse

Time to end this endless war
May 27, 2024
202
I don't need to go anywhere, I just stay at my room
Buuut, if I need somewhere specifically calm, I just walk to my nearest forest preservation area
 
Red Moon

Red Moon

Warlock
Sep 21, 2022
726
My room is where I go to be alone or I go on night walks when no one else is out.
 
YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
530
In the bathroom,
Under the bed,
in the closet.
Use to have trails that'd lead up to a lake by me that'd I'd go to just about everyday after work, but since I moved there ain't no trails like that here,
to many highways an junkies.
And "my room" is no safe space to just be alone,and its reasonable,
so that's why bathroom is at the top.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,206
Anywhere that I'm not with friends, family, or acquaintances. One advantage of being hideous and morally bankrupt is that no one approaches me even in public spaces. I also go to parking lots and just lay down in my car sometimes too.
 

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