Which death organizations do not require terminal illness?

[Meatballhead]

I can probably prove I'm irreversibly mentally ill and have no autonomy . Id prefer to just get a gun . I'm actually criminal and somehow I couldn't get one funny enough or get put down or die accidently or drink myself to the grave. Oddly specific survival. I'm not too stupid to die but I can't get the right combo and timing although it's never the right time to die I guess. Are there any other sites as well. I don't like how this site is anit encouragement or anti assist.