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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
I love my cat, Sweet Pea, more than anything in the world. She has been my longest relationship - 14 years. She's old now so we're growing old together. Unconditional love.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,398
I wish I could feel love, I've been numb for so long and my memory's so bad I can't remember the feeling. Hopefully I'll experience it again.
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
I wish I could feel love, I've been numb for so long and my memory's so bad I can't remember the feeling. Hopefully I'll experience it again.
I think I'd rather feel the way you do than the way I do. I would rather not be able to love.
 
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adrestia

adrestia

Member
Nov 25, 2023
9
similarly to your response, probably my dog. i've had her for almost ten years, and miss her every day when i'm away at college. even at her age, she's incredibly chipper and active, and loves to be around other humans and dogs. she's basically my light in the darkness.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,398
I think I'd rather feel the way you do than the way I do. I would rather not be able to love.
I hear you, I've gotten used to the numbness but it gets old going through life like a robot.
 
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AInilam

AInilam

Student
Dec 17, 2023
173
Melanie Martinez. šŸ¤£

I'm drunk, please don't take me seriously lol but yeah she's definitely a star in my eyes. If I ever met her irl I think I'd just faint or die from a heart attack.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
10,339
My Dad.
 
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BlackMoon

BlackMoon

Peace-seeker
Oct 30, 2023
190
There's this certain person I love to be with, to play video games together, or just having a good time with. But as with everyone, I know they don't love me. Maybe they love the image they have of me, but this image doesn't equalize with my true inner self.

If I tried one single time to be myself, everyone would hate me. So, basically, the only person I love will never love me.
 
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N33dT0D13

N33dT0D13

Xe/It
Apr 2, 2023
365
My bestie!!! I've known him for three, going on four years now and he is absolutely the reason I'm still alive, he's patient and kind and smart and cool as hell and supportive and a fellow writer and I'm starting to cry writing this because he is genuinely the best most amazing person I know and I would be lost without him, I fucking adore him, I feel I don't deserve him but he would maintain that I do because he's an absolute sweetheart and deserves the best in life, I love him so much ā˜ŗļø
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
My bestie!!! I've known him for three, going on four years now and he is absolutely the reason I'm still alive, he's patient and kind and smart and cool as hell and supportive and a fellow writer and I'm starting to cry writing this because he is genuinely the best most amazing person I know and I would be lost without him, I fucking adore him, I feel I don't deserve him but he would maintain that I do because he's an absolute sweetheart and deserves the best in life, I love him so much ā˜ŗļø
I am so happy that you have that special someone in your life. It makes life a bit easier to endure.
 
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Repeat

Member
Dec 5, 2018
6
I'm starting to feel like I'm broken when it comes to love. Whilst people have loved me, I've never been able to truly love them back. In the back of my mind, there's always an escape plan formed for when that relationship finally breaks down. I guess it's another thing on the list I have to work on.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,236
My son and my cat & dog
 
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phantomime

phantomime

Student
Feb 9, 2023
118
I love my dear Mori. 1702026270722767
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
Piercing eyes
 
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Sleeper System

Sleeper System

Z z Z z Z z Z z Z z Z
May 5, 2022
776
I don't think I've ever loved anyone other than my family... but that's normal.
I know about lust, obsession, duty, dislike, and indifference.
I don't think ive ever been loved or loved conventionally myself.
I think depression has numbed me.
 
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Kit1

Enlightened
Oct 24, 2023
1,100
My children.
 
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Deleted member 8975

Guest
Death.
 
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TheShadowKing

TheShadowKing

ā‰½^- Ė• -^ā‰¼
Dec 5, 2023
182
Somehow it's still her
 
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Mayonaise

Mayonaise

Burning up in speed
Dec 8, 2023
354
My mother. I have supportive parents and I'm aware this is not to be taken for granted. As a drawback, my love for her obviously makes it harder for me to carry on with my plans.
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
My mother. I have supportive parents and I'm aware this is not to be taken for granted. As a drawback, my love for her obviously makes it harder for me to carry on with my plans.
You are so lucky to have parents who support you. Most people don't and therein lies a lot of problems.
 
Mayonaise

Mayonaise

Burning up in speed
Dec 8, 2023
354
You are so lucky to have parents who support you. Most people don't and therein lies a lot of problems.
I completely agree with you. Unfortunately, sometimes even parental love is not able to fix certain issues.
 
Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
I completely agree with you. Unfortunately, sometimes even parental love is not able to fix certain issues.
I agree. I'll be honest. I am a bit envious of your relationship with your parents
 
Slow_Farewell

Slow_Farewell

Warlock
Dec 19, 2023
709
My self, hence the desire to CTB
 
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Final_Choice

Final_Choice

Mage
Aug 3, 2023
543
My dog, but she's not here anymore unfortunately. I miss her so much.
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
My dog, but she's not here anymore unfortunately. I miss her so much.
I'm so sorry for the loss of your beloved dog. I'm sure she had a wonderful life and was well taken care of.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,841
My brother. My bestie follows close. But I guess in the end one could argue maybe I loved my self the most if I caught the bus...
 

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