Discussion Who has N right now

[IronTusk]

I want to see what % bought it

 

[JadedGray]

I wish I had N. If I did, I wouldn't be alive right now.

 

[jayfox]

I wish I had N. If I did, I wouldn't be alive right now.

Same. I finally saved enough to buybuy I hope im lucky

Although I found N and antipsychotics dont mix well and can delay death.

Do you know anything on thethe matter jaded? Ty

 

[JadedGray]

Same. I finally saved enough to buybuy I hope im lucky

Although I found N and antipsychotics dont mix well and can delay death.

Do you know anything on thethe matter jaded? Ty

No, sorry. I don't currently take anti-psychotics, so I never looked into the matter. Maybe the PPeH makes suggestions on what you can do. The book mentions drug interactions starting on pg. 377.

 

[jayfox]

No, sorry. I don't currently take anti-psychotics, so I never looked into the matter. Maybe the PPeH makes suggestions on what you can do.

Ty jaded. I will do moreyou research.

As a backup plan if I ever get N I have someone to put on me an exit bag that should work fine

 

[intheweeds]

Don't have any right now. I did buy some back in 2015 and one day I was really down and decided that was the night. Took my stat dose of meto, grabbed a glass, opened the bottles, and set a timer for 45 minutes.

Timer goes off and I have a anxiety attack over what I'm about to do and start crying. Then ended up pouring it out.

I really really underestimated the mental preparation needed to actually do it. Buying all the supplies was the easy part.

 

[IronTusk]

Don't have any right now. I did buy some back in 2015 and one day I was really down and decided that was the night. Took my stat dose of meto, grabbed a glass, opened the bottles, and set a timer for 45 minutes.

Timer goes off and I have a anxiety attack over what I'm about to do and start crying. Then ended up pouring it out.

I really really underestimated the mental preparation needed to actually do it. Buying all the supplies was the easy part.

Dang

 

[jayfox]

No, sorry. I don't currently take anti-psychotics, so I never looked into the matter. Maybe the PPeH makes suggestions on what you can do. The book mentions drug interactions starting on pg. 377.

No its on admnistering nembutal section, its antipsychotics and heavy alcohol use. Thanks anyway

 

[JadedGray]

Ty jaded. I will do moreyou research.

As a backup plan if I ever get N I have someone to put on me an exit bag that should work fine

Sorry I couldn't be of more help. Hopefully everything works out for you.

No its on admnistering nembutal section, its antipsychotics and heavy alcohol use. Thanks anyway

That's the chapter I mentioned. It starts on that page.

 

[hamednova]

the cost factor of n makes it unobtainable for suicials with no fucking money eg:90% of them.
This is why sodium nitrite will ALWAYS be more popular as a way to go.

 

[IronTusk]

the cost factor of n makes it unobtainable for suicials with no fucking money eg:90% of them.
This is why sodium nitrite will ALWAYS be more popular as a way to go.

I did the cost estimate of amitripyline cocktail,(death in 6-12 hours) while unconscious the whole time, effectively exiting in your sleep where you "feel" no negative symptoms, is 100$. If amitriplyine was sourcable, which it is, then itd be number 2 behind Nembutal, mayhe even ahead for those who cant drinknit. But yeah, i bought it and intend to use it with long lasting unscheduled benzos with meto that just arrived.


Ill be writing a guide tomorrow on sourcing amitripyline and the rest of the cocktail ingrediants. Where to source based on your country. How to use dropshipping for pharmacies and everything.


I dont know if ill make the sources public right away or include it in a small pdf. Or send to trustded members, idk.

 

[Done182]

I did the cost estimate of amitripyline cocktail,(death in 6-12 hours) while unconscious the whole time, effectively exiting in your sleep where you "feel" no negative symptoms, is 100$. If amitriplyine was sourcable, which it is, then itd be number 2 behind Nembutal, mayhe even ahead for those who cant drinknit. But yeah, i bought it and intend to use it with long lasting unscheduled benzos with meto that just arrived.


Ill be writing a guide tomorrow on sourcing amitripyline and the rest of the cocktail ingrediants. Where to source based on your country. How to use dropshipping for pharmacies and everything.


I dont know if ill make the sources public right away or include it in a small pdf. Or send to trustded members, idk.

That would be great

 

[IronTusk]

That would be great

Will be done tomorrow.

 

[RainAndSadness]

I have Nembutal aswell. I'm thankful for that because it will ensure a peaceful exit.

 

[Lifetimepunishment]

I can't access that :(

 

[IronTusk]

I can't access that :(

Access what

 

[Lifetimepunishment]

Apparently N

Access what

 

[IronTusk]

Apparently N

Sorry to hear

 

[Can'tStandAnymore]

It must be very encouraging to be having bottle of N at the bedside. I'm jealous of you all, not gonna lie.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

Oh I wish I could have some... enough...

 

[JoeFailure]

I haven't decided if it's smart to have it. On one hand it would give me that power and peace of mind. On the other...some days are so unbearably bad that I wonder about the impulsiveness to do it. But then today is a little better and I think I might be able to salvage something of a life.

Who knows I guess.