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idelttoilfsadness21

idelttoilfsadness21

I wanna be dead so badly nothing makes sense
Jan 6, 2025
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I have been having them since I was a child. I'm now 21, and I think days ago and today, I had a dream about the after life. I have had four types of dreams growing up, being in a parallel world, a regular dream where I sometimes lucid dream into, my nightmares or feelings, a dream in general or related to the people I've known from this world, and I often wonder which one is evidentially true… Ah, there was also a fifth one, but it's so rare these days about how I was born and I died in my previous life by drowning that I thought I was Atlantean or something for a long time, but I have no recommend of who I am, even when I try my best to see the past, and I have no way to translate or know who I am which surprises me, as I always saw the deepest part of the oceans.

So, recently, today, I had a dream of this deity and her followers and she was quite tall, scary, intimidating and I felt she was trying to actually talk to me in the now room I live in as I recently moved and it scared me as I felt everything, and she is the goddess of revenge, and her name and face was plastered everywhere, and days ago, which I thought was a dream, but it seems it wasn't was these two twin brothers, one with white hair and black hair, and they could go through things and they were having this battle, but they talk to those who wishes to go home, and I saw them interacting with people and wanting to help them and they were battling and enter dimensions, and I question why I have these dreams, but does anyone else have them too?
 
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I have premonition dreams where what I dream actualy happens - I dreamt my friend would get a job interview for a specific job, when I woke up and looked at whatsapp she msgd that she had been filtered for interview, months later I dreamt she got the job and woke up and she had msgd me she got the job i dreamt - obvs teh dreams were more detailed than i can go into here, and very clear and not ambiguos - this is how you know they are prophetic and not just bs random dreams. ... ?!
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

I wanna be dead so badly nothing makes sense
Jan 6, 2025
365
I have premonition dreams where what I dream actualy happens - I dreamt my friend would get a job interview for a specific job, when I woke up and looked at whatsapp she msgd that she had been filtered for interview, months later I dreamt she got the job and woke up and she had msgd me she got the job i dreamt - obvs teh dreams were more detailed than i can go into here, and very clear and not ambiguos - this is how you know they are prophetic and not just bs random dreams. ... ?!
Sister, I am so happy for you and that dreams connect you to something great! Keep feeling those dreams, especially when you leave.And oh my, I truly wished I got clarification on what my dreams meant as all of them are so weird, but I very much feel a deep connection, alright :D May you be in good spirits and good hands <3
 
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I have been having them since I was a child. I'm now 21, and I think days ago and today, I had a dream about the after life. I have had four types of dreams growing up, being in a parallel world, a regular dream where I sometimes lucid dream into, my nightmares or feelings, a dream in general or related to the people I've known from this world, and I often wonder which one is evidentially true… Ah, there was also a fifth one, but it's so rare these days about how I was born and I died in my previous life by drowning that I thought I was Atlantean or something for a long time, but I have no recommend of who I am, even when I try my best to see the past, and I have no way to translate or know who I am which surprises me, as I always saw the deepest part of the oceans.

So, recently, today, I had a dream of this deity and her followers and she was quite tall, scary, intimidating and I felt she was trying to actually talk to me in the now room I live in as I recently moved and it scared me as I felt everything, and she is the goddess of revenge, and her name and face was plastered everywhere, and days ago, which I thought was a dream, but it seems it wasn't was these two twin brothers, one with white hair and black hair, and they could go through things and they were having this battle, but they talk to those who wishes to go home, and I saw them interacting with people and wanting to help them and they were battling and enter dimensions, and I question why I have these dreams, but does anyone else have them too?
Are you religous in any way?

Angels - always (from the bible references) first thing they say is dont be afraid or words to that effect. Im confused if these beings want to help ppl, like u say or ? Maybe ask?
 
idelttoilfsadness21

idelttoilfsadness21

I wanna be dead so badly nothing makes sense
Jan 6, 2025
365
Are you religous in any way?

Angels - always (from the bible references) first thing they say is dont be afraid or words to that effect. Im confused if these beings want to help ppl, like u say or ? Maybe ask?
I once was before, but it was out of desperation and belief that God was true by how amazed I was by the world. I'm not religious, if you are asking, no. And I am the same way. I think I asked the universe for me to be a god in my next life to create gods, especially as this world sucks, to help people more than this one. I equally wanted so badly to have signs that I am gonna be dead this year and felt my vibrations being lifted everyday and 1111 was showing itself to me for two weeks now 😭😭🥹
 

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