NormallyNeurotic
“Everything is going to be okay.”
- Nov 21, 2024
- 68
To those who don't plan to CTB, I want to know if any of you have people/living beings that are keeping you here, that make you want to keep going! Feel free to respond below with your "tier lists" after you join the poll.
My tier list is:
1. The guy I'm in love with + my cat
Both on this tier because I trust them the most, and their "cons" even eachother out more or less. For my cat, I know he needs me BUT he's also getting old and is chronically ill, so I'm just hoping he holds on for many more years. As for the guy I'm in love with... he makes my days so much brighter and me making his brighter feels so damn fulfilling BUT he has a life and friends and a future that I have less of a chance of getting myself, so he'd probably be alright without me if it came down to it?
2. My friends
All online, and not even that many anyway, but they've all been trying not to CTB themselves plus a lot of them are younger than me so I feel obligated to "lead my example." Also they're just... really great
3. Certain family members
Two very accepting older relatives and one about my age that I haven't talked to in a while but I miss and hope still thinks of me positively
4. Myself (&sys)
A future career I hope to achieve, a life I wish to make with someone, my bar mitzvah I hope to have (I wasnt raised Jewish despite being Ashkenazi so I didn't have it at 13) and my medical transition that I hope to start. Seems less important than the other stuff because it all seems so far away and pretty fleeting, but every once in a while...
My tier list is:
1. The guy I'm in love with + my cat
Both on this tier because I trust them the most, and their "cons" even eachother out more or less. For my cat, I know he needs me BUT he's also getting old and is chronically ill, so I'm just hoping he holds on for many more years. As for the guy I'm in love with... he makes my days so much brighter and me making his brighter feels so damn fulfilling BUT he has a life and friends and a future that I have less of a chance of getting myself, so he'd probably be alright without me if it came down to it?
2. My friends
All online, and not even that many anyway, but they've all been trying not to CTB themselves plus a lot of them are younger than me so I feel obligated to "lead my example." Also they're just... really great
3. Certain family members
Two very accepting older relatives and one about my age that I haven't talked to in a while but I miss and hope still thinks of me positively
4. Myself (&sys)
A future career I hope to achieve, a life I wish to make with someone, my bar mitzvah I hope to have (I wasnt raised Jewish despite being Ashkenazi so I didn't have it at 13) and my medical transition that I hope to start. Seems less important than the other stuff because it all seems so far away and pretty fleeting, but every once in a while...