Why do you want to die?

[stink144]

I want to die because I'm unsalvageable.

 

[Darkover]

because this place is absolutely shit in every way imaginable far better of just never existing at all

 

[Malfunction]

Health issues, I'm just tired of being broken with nowhere to turn.

 

[ThatGuyOverThere]

Because human life is unending misery and suffering, which benefits no one, but that people trick themselves into believing does. Human exitance was a mistake, but whose mistake it was in the first place is up for debate. My decision to CTB was done after years of self reflection and thinking every little detail through, a planning process I still haven't finished after years and most likely won't be finished for years to come.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

An earlier death is better than a later death

 

[FuneralCry]

Because I have no interest in suffering in this torturous, futile existence just to die in agony from old age, for me personally the peace of non-existence truly is all that's desirable, I see existence as the most cruel, harmful abomination that just causes problems there was never a need for and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I find it such a terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed at all and I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all. I see existence as something that just causes harm, it just feels like a mistake to me and I suffer so much from being enslaved in this existence, I never would have chosen or wished for any of this, I find it deeply undesirable to exist in every way possible, to me human existence is a burden and only non-existence can solve what I ultimately see as the true problem which is existence itself, non-existence is all I hope for, it'd solve everything for me.

 

[mango000]

ive never felt like i want to die, more like i HAVE to because its just the best option for me. i know that im not capable of dealing with all the difficult things life has to throw at me so i feel like i need to get out now while im ahead. i think the world and life in general is incredibly fucked up in a lot of ways, but i still dont hate it. i actually love people and i think theres a lot of things id like to do, im just not cut out for life unfortunately. for me personally the bad parts of life are more than i can handle.

 

[TheHolySword]

life sucks

 

[CriticalMess]

It's not that I want to die, but that I don't want to be alive any more.

 

[fkyou]

I don't want to feel bad

 

[sadlyexisting]

Life is meaningless and causes only suffering.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Life doesn't seem worth the effort to me. I'm basically just exhausted and, I've had enough. Plus, part of it is future prevention. I don't see my future being at all good.

 

[requiemforadream]

Mainly for financial reasons that prevent me from achieving my basic life goals. Also PTSD and lack of motivation.

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

Tired. Of losing, of starting over, of trying again, of failing, of giving my all and ending up with nothing. A circle of repeat until broken.

 

[harlow-paige]

i guess it's mostly just the exhaustion of trying to exist as a human when it feels like i'm missing some fundamental part of what makes things seem easier for most people. even simple things like connecting or interacting with others feels impossible and chaotic and like something i was never taught how to do, or just lack something in my brain to accomplish that.

 

[freakshow]

im unbelievably ugly

 

[KillingPain267]

Because everything seems fake and meaningless after my spouse stopped loving me and left.

 

[NegevChina]

Health issues. Both physical and mental.

 

[Permanoir]

I don't want to live the life that I have to live because of being born intersex

 

[PI3.14]

Alone in life, plus severe body dysmorphia.

 

[theshund]

In February 2024 I had a great job, a house by the sea, two great kids, a wife, a car and money. By March I had lost the job. My wife told me we were done. The kids took her side. Had to sell the car and deplete my savings to live without work then had to move to the city where there are more jobs. Been unemployed now for 8 months. Nobody wants to hire me at my age and in interviews I can't seem to conceal my pain. Kids not talking to me. Christmas alone after 30 years of it being my favourite time of year was brutal. I've literally lost everything and it's too late to rebuild. My health has deteriorated and am on crutches. Lost 3 stone since march (UK so don't know what stone is in kg but my clothes are hanging off me). Facing lengthy divorce proceedings this year, running out of money and due to be evicted end of January.

Planning to use either SN or CO (barbecue). Tried N2 with an exit bag but failed.

 

[USER80709]

My mental health has been languishing every week, I prefer to die than see my regression, in addition to being afraid of losing my sanity. Besides, everything has lost its grace for me, nothing makes me happy or relieves these self-destructive thoughts.

 

[SadLad]

Severe body dysmorphia + years of bullying.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Living with constant anxiety 24/7 is for masochists.

 

[Anon_Guy]

I wasted my "best" years looking at screens all days because I was too shy/anxious to interact with other people and do stuff.

I'll never feel what is called teenage love, having a long friend for years since middle school, fucking up at teen parties but keeping good memories from it, travelling with friends at festivals, or concerts during summer break.

I know it might seem like very stupid reasons but it really weights on me.

A restart at life from the very beginning would be great.

 

[JesiBel]

Because I am a complete failure. Seriously, I have tried everything to be someone in this life. I studied in different areas, no one has given me a job opportunity, I started a small business selling stationery… it is not going well. My sister has helped me so much, but nothing works out for me. I don't want to be a burden on her anymore. I am the failure of the family. I have no friends, I get anxious when interacting with others, I feel very inferior to the rest. I have always had bad luck in everything. Sorry for my english I used a translator..

 

[BlueButterfly111]

I have a lonely, depressing, and sad life.

 

[Endofpain]

I have been given the oppertunity for many "fresh starts" in my life and always end up at the same spot.
Antidepressants do nothing, they just numb me, but don't change the way i think.
The only way for me to finally do something good is to kill myself.

 

[diy-event]

Just tired of life - its time to move on

 

[FindingVeritas]

I cannot keep hurting the people I care about. I am simply too mentally unwell, any time I make progress I regress. I am disabled, it will only get worse. There is no cure or treatment for the type of muscular dystrophy I have. I had an opportunity to really turn my life around and I've ruined it, like I ruin everything I touch.