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Circles
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- Sep 3, 2018
- 2,297
Hey again y'all.
Anyway I'm having a mental block thinking how much time recovery in general lasts and I'm afraid that I'll never really fully recover by the time I want to. I know it's a process and there's no guarantee's, I know there's no timeline or endpoint, I'm just lost on what to believe in anymore. I have been depressed and suicidal for well over half my life. I'm 27 years old and I can't fathom this taking years or hell over a decade and by then I'll be in my 40s and I feel like it's just going to be pointless. I don't know what I'm trying to convey but I'm wondering how am I going to keep with recovery especially if it lasts for years?
