nonexistance
Member
- Jun 16, 2018
- 40
Suicide trends on the rise, technology and AI evolving, civilizations collapsing. Do you guys think someone will invent a quick, reliable, painless way to commit suicide soon?
With all my dreams of guillotines and guns, I sometimes feel like I might never find the courage to do it if it's not something flawless. I'm the kind of person who overthinks, is careful about everything and used to be even a little bit hypochondriac. I obsess over everything that could go wrong about every method and the though of experiencing pain or dying slowly(like with N) is something that has me horrified.
If I don't manage to pair up with another engineer or two to design the perfect method, I am afraid I might end up just rotting away, waiting and hoping for a good method to be invented and made accessible. This is a scary thought for me.
With all my dreams of guillotines and guns, I sometimes feel like I might never find the courage to do it if it's not something flawless. I'm the kind of person who overthinks, is careful about everything and used to be even a little bit hypochondriac. I obsess over everything that could go wrong about every method and the though of experiencing pain or dying slowly(like with N) is something that has me horrified.
If I don't manage to pair up with another engineer or two to design the perfect method, I am afraid I might end up just rotting away, waiting and hoping for a good method to be invented and made accessible. This is a scary thought for me.