painfree
Live and let die
- Oct 29, 2024
- 43
Some evenings I'm so depressed it's almost painful because I have no method on hand. I'm a very impulsive person and I've known for over a year (honestly 35 yrs) that I want to ctb soon but I can't risk not picking and planning for a guarantee. My plan up until recently was to jump but I hesitate on the place being high enough. I'm alone and evenings are hardest so I just cry and start to daydream about doing it. It's the only thing that brings me any remote sign of comfort. (Hope I'm posting in the right place)