witchcraft/hex question: would it be more powerful if i kill myself in exchange for how miserable the one getting hexed is?

[notevenhere]

Just any answers that's honest. Would my suicide be in vain? mom just traps me in my room. I'm emotionally and physically abused. Neglected even though I'm very disable. I shoulder my own food clothes soap etc because my mom her husband and son are all heartless. She's the epitome of evil. Can I end her evil it I die? Please. I have no other choice but suicide. I've tried moving out. Too much paperwork' I don't have. Basically, I don't exist in the real world. My life is ruined. I'm turning 30 in two years. Please help me. She's a terrible woman and I'm not allowed to order anything in this house so doing hexes in my room is impossible.

Thank you and serous answers only. Please don't talk me out of this. There's no way out. I have no other choice.


This question is only for people who do witchcraft and black magic and demonology. Thank you. If you are a skeptic, you can just ignore this.