WitheringAway
Ima shake the champagne bottle...
- Jun 23, 2020
- 404
Is it reasonable? Am I overreacting? He admitted he made a mistake, what he said and apologized. Asked for forgiveness. I don't feel like I have it in me.. to forgive betrayal by someone I trusted. It seems so disrespectful of him to just ask me for "a fresh start". I already gave him 2 chances. For some context what he said about me was during a fight we had so he went on and told people about it in a rude way. Painting me as evil and crazy. I know both of us were angry but I can't justify it. I wanna cut him off once and for all but I don't wanna look back and regret it someday. It was always easy for me to just walk away from "friends" But at times I looked back and wished I had done things differently. Now I feel like I'm deranged and I need to make compromises for some reason. I don't know why I feel obligated to stay. I know I don't owe him anything and I know this friendship is causing me pain and suffering. that's why I don't wanna make friends anymore. I wish I was dead so I don't have to feel all this. There's something seriously wrong with me. I can't keep a friend.