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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,632
Am doing this mainly for my brother, as we don't talk much. I am kind of doing it so they think about letting me go and saying goodbye. It won't be a surprise for anyone, but I want to do a bit more preparation.

It is really hard. Suicidal thoughts all morning, and now even after a few lines of cocaine, am still totally miserable and on this site.

I don't know how to even give myself one day off feeling like this. Am going to have a weed sweet. To see if there is any magic. But one is not enough and two makes me mad. Don't know what to do.
 
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Raichu

An old head on young shoulders
Jan 11, 2024
128
Please seek help. Talk with a mental health professional that can help with these thoughts and addiction. And please please please please stay away from drugs, please.
 

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