lwovely
cat lover
- Oct 13, 2024
- 14
Anyway this year was a rollercoaster, felt stressed because I didn't want to not be able to write this test just to be eligible to do so. Almost got broken up with because of my depressive episodes but we up now I guess. Somehow able to somewhat study and do my assignments (woohoo me!). I've been able to go outside a lot more even if it's grocery shopping to distract myself. Who would've knew that helped with depression haha.
Im currently now taking a break from reviewing as I am typing this, I feel somewhat okay. I don't know, I don't feel the urge to kill myself all of a sudden even though a couple months ago I was a totally different person. I might start meal prepping again to save money. I've been making friends and I was able to establish a study date with them. I am nervous I won't be able to get my life together since everybody around my age is usually successful. Seen someone who was 19 buy a house and that puts an immense amount of pressure on me. However I always tell myself people go through life in different stages and it's okay to take one step at a time.
Im currently now taking a break from reviewing as I am typing this, I feel somewhat okay. I don't know, I don't feel the urge to kill myself all of a sudden even though a couple months ago I was a totally different person. I might start meal prepping again to save money. I've been making friends and I was able to establish a study date with them. I am nervous I won't be able to get my life together since everybody around my age is usually successful. Seen someone who was 19 buy a house and that puts an immense amount of pressure on me. However I always tell myself people go through life in different stages and it's okay to take one step at a time.
