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Firecaste

Firecaste

Experienced
Jan 5, 2019
216
I got section 5 2'd, detained for 72 hours with a 5 minute watch, they ask a lot of questions, complete nightmare. I'm on leave for 5 days, no trying to catch the bus for the foreseeable future, just in case anyone was wondering xD
 
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About_to_Go

About_to_Go

It deepens like a coastal shelf
Mar 20, 2018
303
Hey, good to see you! What happened? Did you try to ctb?
 
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Firecaste

Firecaste

Experienced
Jan 5, 2019
216
I tried SN with no prep, wouldn't recommend it, definitely do prep.
 
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Firecaste

Firecaste

Experienced
Jan 5, 2019
216
What was it like with no prep
Nausea, vomiting, you can't walk without falling over. didn't pass out for like an hour, felt like crap. And yes you turn blue and look sickly.
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
Hope you're okay now ♡
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
So no acid reducers
 
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SiArc

SiArc

sassy and sarcastic-y
Dec 10, 2018
230
Yeah, that prep is mondo importante. Sorry it didn't work for you and was sucky as hell.
 
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Worsethangarbage

Worsethangarbage

Student
Nov 13, 2018
138
oh man. That sucks.
 
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Firecaste

Firecaste

Experienced
Jan 5, 2019
216
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Worsethangarbage

Worsethangarbage

Student
Nov 13, 2018
138
23 grams? wtf dude. Anything more than 15 g would cause seizures and make it much harder. Didn't you read that part?
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Just raw SN, 23 grams, do not impulse do it, not a fun way to die, you'll have a long time suffering to regret it.
Yeah acid reducers speed up the metabolism of SN
 
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Firecaste

Firecaste

Experienced
Jan 5, 2019
216
1 gram for each of my sins.
 
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Worsethangarbage

Worsethangarbage

Student
Nov 13, 2018
138
Good thing, I don't believe in sins.
 
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Lifeisatrap

Arcanist
Oct 5, 2018
408
Know the feeling all too well, so sorry you're stuck here:( Just taking the sn without the hassle of prep is very tempting for me also eventhough I'm aware it's doomed to fail. I've been thinking about making popcorn using it as a topping. Sprinkle 1 tbsp of it with some butter oil and that could literally be my last supper lol. Wonder if it'll work, have read articles about people accidently dying from consuming it thinking it was salt:/ Fasting is too suspicious when you live with family. God, I hate living with people. I wish they'd disappear so I could finally disappear in peace.
 
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Worsethangarbage

Worsethangarbage

Student
Nov 13, 2018
138
man, that idea seems good. SN on popcorn....yeah while watching a nice series.
 
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Worsethangarbage

Worsethangarbage

Student
Nov 13, 2018
138
Damn what sins weigh you down? Would it help to get them off your chest?
^^ tell us. If I had to take 1g for each sin, I would have to take a lot of it.....(if we go by christanity, I guess) I wonder if I should do the math....to find the minimum number of sins I have committed till now.
 
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Didymus

Didymus

Clutching at invisible straws
Dec 11, 2018
348
I got section 5 2'd, detained for 72 hours with a 5 minute watch, they ask a lot of questions, complete nightmare. I'm on leave for 5 days, no trying to catch the bus for the foreseeable future, just in case anyone was wondering xD

Did you puke?
Were you found or did you call for help?
 
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Firecaste

Firecaste

Experienced
Jan 5, 2019
216
1 gram for each of my sins.
3 grams for the elven kings under the sky, 7 grams for the dwarf lords in their halls of stone, 9 grams for mortal men doomed to die, 1 gram for the dark lord on his dark throne, In the land of mordor where the shadows lie, then 4 more grams.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you're holding out well, and don't be afraid to ask us questions if you do decide to CTB again - we're all here to help!
 
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Firecaste

Firecaste

Experienced
Jan 5, 2019
216
I puked, I was still conscious for about half an hour after taking it, I called an ambulance.
 
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Didymus

Didymus

Clutching at invisible straws
Dec 11, 2018
348
I puked, I was still conscious for about half an hour after taking it, I called an ambulance.

Did you feel intense pain in your stomache and headaches?
 
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Firecaste

Firecaste

Experienced
Jan 5, 2019
216
Dont remember having a headache.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
I got section 5 2'd, detained for 72 hours with a 5 minute watch, they ask a lot of questions, complete nightmare. I'm on leave for 5 days, no trying to catch the bus for the foreseeable future, just in case anyone was wondering xD
Welcome back.
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
Damn I'm sorry
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Goddamn isn't sn like $600? That's alot of money down the drain.

Sorry to hear this.
 
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Firecaste

Firecaste

Experienced
Jan 5, 2019
216
Lolno it's super cheap, pretty sure the postage cost more.
 
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Sixfeetunder

Sixfeetunder

Specialist
Jan 12, 2019
319
That doesn't sound fun at all. I'm sorry you experienced that.
 
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