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Daystavro

Experienced
Oct 15, 2018
269
That's how i've felt for a long time now.
Literally the only thing that makes me feel relieved or comforted is knowing that I can CTB and escape from life.
 
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cap

Aporia
Oct 19, 2018
48
 
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Roph

Specialist
Sep 24, 2018
355
That's my life. CTB is my sole source of relief.
 
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Goldie

Specialist
Sep 6, 2018
307
Yes me too, :(((
My Moneygram to A got cancelled and I felt so unbearable as a result. Now I have to wait until mid-November any pay with BTC which is relatively hard to buy in my current country. Although I guess that is pretty selfish of me, I should primarily hope that A is ok etc.
 
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Jane Doe

Jane Doe

Student
Aug 19, 2018
148
It is the only thing that comforts me. Knowing it will be over soon
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
the only good thing is this place <3 ...beside thinking of Death ofc
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
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throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
feeling that i am not alone in all of this is something special for me
True. A place to freely talk about something that is so taboo in society and to be able to relate to everyone here in some way.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
feeling that i am not alone in all of this is something special for me
It's the lack of anything that I'm looking forward to. I want the Void to envelope and consume my inner being and set me free to oblivion. Sleep....ahh sleeping forever, so much peace.
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
It's the lack of anything that I'm looking forward to. I want the Void to envelope and consume my inner being and set me free to oblivion. Sleep....ahh sleeping forever, so much peace.
… being absorbed into nothingness, becoming nothingness and sleeping throught it ...
 
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