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AgingLoser

Member
Oct 20, 2018
35
...you feel bad for no reason.

On paper I have what you would consider a good life. I have a long term marriage, grown children, a decent career, a nice house on a cul de sac, even grandchildren. An yet almost every day I feel like an irredeemable loser who has no business drawing breath.
 
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weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
Often feel like I feel bad for no reason, but I think it's more just that I learned to distance, detached and disconnect from certain feelings and thought processes as a defense mechanism. So the reasons are still there, just not so clear to me until I step outside or turn on the tv or something.

Even if you have a "great life" materially, maybe you're missing something emotionally. Wishing you the best.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Waking up each morning is a struggle. I don't want to open my eyes. I don't want to get out of bed. I just want to lay there and die.
 
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dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
... when everything you used to love seems like a lifetime away and you lay in bed for long periods of time even though you don't even enjoy it.
 
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Daystavro

Experienced
Oct 15, 2018
269
You don't have the energy to do anything , even the basic hygenic stuff like showering or brushing your teeth and you just want to lay in bed in the dark all day.
 
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BellaKAT

BellaKAT

Student
May 20, 2018
171
When you find any enjoyment in the little things let alone the bigger ones, when you feel numbed but overwhelmed all at once, when you all you do is will the time to pass faster everyday as you try to make it through.
 
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