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Your ctb motives are internal or external?

  • Internals

    Votes: 7 25.0%
  • Externals

    Votes: 4 14.3%
  • Both

    Votes: 17 60.7%

  • Total voters
    28
Eren

Eren

Si hablas español mándame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
1,073
External reasons: money, health etc ...
Internal reasons: not be comfortable with yourself in different aspects.

In my case they are internal reasons.
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
External reasons: health, pains.
Internal reasons: i hate my body, i think CTB is better than my life.
 
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K

Kris1125

Member
Jan 18, 2019
6
External: Chronic pain
 
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Fenty(nal)

Fenty(nal)

Tired.
Oct 18, 2018
55
I just had this talk with my father. My reasons are external. Like society/the planet seems to be one massive dumpster fire that I no long wish to be a part of. So I "joked" and said I hope to check out by 35.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Mostly external as I wouldn't exist if nothing existed at all and all the blind circumstances that made me hate myself whether it was my actions that led up to it or not.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,925
Both external and internal reasons. Here are mine:

External reasons include, but not limited to: getting by financially, physical health, disappointment in the world and society itself, to name a few.
Internal reasons include, but not limited to: failed dreams and hobbies, failure to have even a basic social life with friends let alone a relationship (I stopped caring about it years ago after I found how futile both pursuits were, but it does pain me to know that I am not capable to making and keeping friends let alone get into a relationship with another woman if I so desired.)
 
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Sixfeetunder

Sixfeetunder

Specialist
Jan 12, 2019
319
Both, but mainly internal.
 
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