Chuuya-Chan ⋆. 𐙚˚
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- Oct 8, 2024
- 75
New years right around the corner, made a vision board, thinking about what I want, desires.
Morning after my date and I feel ok.
I didn't waste too much time today, little sister wasn't feeling too well, spent some time with her, decided on my two deepest desires for 2025 which is getting my GED and deepening the bonds with the people I already know.
I'm on my fourth hour and I plan on doing education stuff at least 5 hours a day since I really have no excuse not to.
I just want to retrain my mind to not see it as a chore and at least just an activity to pass the time.
I spent a little time outside as well which is good, danced too.
Man, unexpected things do be happening.
Last time I talked with Cherry she asked me if there were anything that made me wanna live, or at least made me wanna stay around and beside people/relationships I really wanna change my name, get a new laptop, get a drawing tablet, and collect wine.
Cute clothes too I guess.
Anyways, I don't want to get too excited about the future possibly getting better just to be jinxed , but I feel ok after venting a bit more to my counselor and talking to be bf within the last 2 days.
I suppose if I had another goal for my vision board it would be to make up my mind already.
Gonna finish my day with a few more hours of home work, eat, than FaceTime my bf.
Good night.
Xxx
Morning after my date and I feel ok.
I didn't waste too much time today, little sister wasn't feeling too well, spent some time with her, decided on my two deepest desires for 2025 which is getting my GED and deepening the bonds with the people I already know.
I'm on my fourth hour and I plan on doing education stuff at least 5 hours a day since I really have no excuse not to.
I just want to retrain my mind to not see it as a chore and at least just an activity to pass the time.
I spent a little time outside as well which is good, danced too.
Man, unexpected things do be happening.
Last time I talked with Cherry she asked me if there were anything that made me wanna live, or at least made me wanna stay around and beside people/relationships I really wanna change my name, get a new laptop, get a drawing tablet, and collect wine.
Cute clothes too I guess.
Anyways, I don't want to get too excited about the future possibly getting better just to be jinxed , but I feel ok after venting a bit more to my counselor and talking to be bf within the last 2 days.
I suppose if I had another goal for my vision board it would be to make up my mind already.
Gonna finish my day with a few more hours of home work, eat, than FaceTime my bf.
Good night.
Xxx
