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Trashcan

Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
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This is for new users on here.

N stands for Nembutal. It's used in physician assisted suicide and to euthanize animals. You can find more information about it in the peaceful pill handbook.

We aren't allowed to give personal information on people who have resources, so you'll have to also look at the peaceful pill handbook. We tend to use initials only, A, B, N.

PPH or PePH or any variation is peaceful pill handbook.

SN stands for sodium nitrite. It's an inorganic salt. There's also more information in the PPH.

Ctb means catch the bus or to kill yourself.

If you want to find more resources, there is a resources pinned in the sanctioned suicide forum. You can also search megathreads. There are megathreads on getting N from A, one on SN, one on hanging, and others.

Feel free to add any that I missed.
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
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this should be one of the sticky threads for me :D
 
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onewayroad

onewayroad

“Dying is not a crime.” ― Jack Kevorkian
Oct 4, 2018
358
This is for new users on here.

N stands for Nembutal. It's used in physician assisted suicide and to euthanize animals. It's about the most lethal drug there is, but also expensive (we're talking $600 for two bottles, which is what you'll need). You can find more information about it in the peaceful pill handbook. Just go to resources and then scroll down tot he 2018 version.

A is the only reliable source for N. Also in the peaceful pill handbook. We aren't allowed to give personal information on people who have resources, so you'll have to also look at the peaceful pill handbook. A is what his name starts with. He is a veterinarian in Mexico.

PPH or PePH or any variation is peaceful pill handbook.

SN stands for sodium nitrite. It's an inorganic salt. There's also more information in the PPH.

Ctb means catch the bus or to kill yourself.

If you want to find more resources, there is a resources pinned in the sanctioned suicide forum. You can also search megathreads. There are megathreads on getting N from A, one on SN, one on hanging, and others.

Feel free to add any that I missed.

Think that about covers it.

Either my brain is fucked (well, actually it is but anyway) or ctb can also stand for "close the book".

this should be one of the sticky threads for me :D

Agreed. Should be stickied.
 
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Nik

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Oct 4, 2018
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CO = carbon monoxide.
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

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mattwitt

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getting tickets = planning / preparing
 
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Sad Eyes

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Oct 10, 2018
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Think that about covers it.

Either my brain is fucked (well, actually it is but anyway) or ctb can also stand for "close the book".



Agreed. Should be stickied.
I think ctb should stand for cease to breathe
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
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This is for new users on here.

N stands for Nembutal. It's used in physician assisted suicide and to euthanize animals. It's about the most lethal drug there is, but also expensive (we're talking $600 for two bottles, which is what you'll need). You can find more information about it in the peaceful pill handbook. Just go to resources and then scroll down tot he 2018 version.

A is the only reliable source for N. Also in the peaceful pill handbook. We aren't allowed to give personal information on people who have resources, so you'll have to also look at the peaceful pill handbook. A is what his name starts with. He is a veterinarian in Mexico.

PPH or PePH or any variation is peaceful pill handbook.

SN stands for sodium nitrite. It's an inorganic salt. There's also more information in the PPH.

Ctb means catch the bus or to kill yourself.

If you want to find more resources, there is a resources pinned in the sanctioned suicide forum. You can also search megathreads. There are megathreads on getting N from A, one on SN, one on hanging, and others.

Feel free to add any that I missed.
Do you actually have to go to Mexico to get N from A?
 
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Trashcan

Trashcan

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Do you actually have to go to Mexico to get N from A?

No. More information is in the PPeH about how to get it (don't know too much since it's not my method).
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

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No. More information is in the PPeH about how to get it (don't know too much since it's not my method).
Thanks man. I only read the 2013 version. If I can find a reliable source I'll take it.
 
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Trashcan

Trashcan

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Thanks man. I only read the 2013 version. If I can find a reliable source I'll take it.

No problem. Sorry I couldn't be much of a help. But if you go to the resources tab and go to the August 2018 or May 2018 version, you should see his name. It starts with an A. Or if I find it I'll message you.
 
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No problem. Sorry I couldn't be much of a help. But if you go to the resources tab and go to the August 2018 or May 2018 version, you should see his name. It starts with an A. Or if I find it I'll message you.
Thank you so much! Actually this is a huge help since I didn't know they listed people who you know can be a safe bet.
 
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vvvvv

vvvvv

Just call me "v" or "vee"
Oct 17, 2018
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Man I thought "ctb" meant "cross the bridge", I like "catch the bus as well".

I see a lot of people writing "N", I suspect they mean nitrogen?
 
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onewayroad

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“Dying is not a crime.” ― Jack Kevorkian
Oct 4, 2018
358
Man I thought "ctb" meant "cross the bridge", I like "catch the bus as well".

I see a lot of people writing "N", I suspect they mean nitrogen?

check the first post again :P
 
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Trashcan

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Literally the first thing they wrote I can't believe I missed it.

Easy to do. There should be an acronym for nitrogen, maybe N2 or something since that is its chemical formula.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

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Man I thought "ctb" meant "cross the bridge", I like "catch the bus as well".

I see a lot of people writing "N", I suspect they mean nitrogen?
Cross The Bridge is a good one too. N can cover both but most of us mean Nembutal. Maybe we should start using Ne and Ni to differentiate the two.
 
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TiredHorse

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CTB also works well for "Cross The Bar," a very old and well respected euphamism.
N2 would be useful for nitrogen --or perhaps n2 (lower case n), to differentiate from N, nembutal, the ideal.
 
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Dogsbody

Dogsbody

Odo
Oct 22, 2018
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SA = Sodium Azide
Partial = Partial Suspention Hanging
 
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Dogsbody

Dogsbody

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Oct 22, 2018
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Marry me @EvilAngelGoddess
 
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Voldmort

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Sep 23, 2018
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what is "tbh"?
 
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gingerplum

gingerplum

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Think that about covers it.

Either my brain is fucked (well, actually it is but anyway) or ctb can also stand for "close the book".



Agreed. Should be stickied.

Funny. I always thought ctb was "cease to breathe," until I saw "catch the bus". "Close the book" is a good variation, though.
 
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MsM3talGamer

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When I first arrived here I spent an hour reading posts and wondering why a couple of people were talking about buses. I had to google CTB cause I was perplexed.
 
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gingerplum

gingerplum

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Am I the only one who thought ctb was "cease to breathe"??
 
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