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I do.
 
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Of course I do. It's a cruel set up, pleasurable if you are lucky.
 
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It's my fault for wanting things so I deserve it..
 
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It's my fault for wanting things so I deserve it..
expecting and hoping for happiness, to want things, leads to you're own heartbreaks.

ive been telling myself that for the past few years^. yet i continue to do it and when something i love or things that make me happy is snatched from me, it's my fault for caring as if happiness lasts. happiness, things dont last.
 
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expecting and hoping for happiness, to want things, leads to you're own heartbreaks.

ive been telling myself that for the past few years^. yet i continue to do it and when something i love or makes me happy is snatched from me, it's my fault for caring as if happiness lasts. happiness, things dont last.

It's what it means to be a living being. To want.
Who's to blame for all of this though, me? Is it my fault or is it the world's fault. I don't know so I just fucking hate both..
 
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I wanted to be precious once. Not having to be on my best behaviour if I want crumbs, but be loved for fuck's safe. I remember looking at them as I got out of the shower, thinking 'wow, all the misery of my life does not matter anymore. I'm home'. I remember them crying and praying against fear, to give their love to me. I remember them curling up defeated when they gave in to their fear. Take all these memories away.
 
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It's what it means to be living. To want.
Who's to blame though, me? Is it my fault or is it the world's fault. I don't know so I just fucking hate both..
for me, it's like i'm cursed. like i have a written destiny, like these things were meant to happen for me and only me. i have the worst luck ever. so bad thing after bad thimg after bad thing after bad thing.

yet after each bad thing, i blindlessly hoped and expected for happiness, and with each opportunity of it that came into life, i invested emotionally into things like a broken person i am, hoping it stays and lasts this one time.

for me, its my fault. i never learn. It's like im asking for my own suffering.

Sorry about you're misfortunes. you're definitely better than me honestly. hope things go you're way in the future.
 
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Yup... fuck it
 
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I hate my life. I cannot say that I hate it in general.
 

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