i'm scared half to death of spiders but that extends to all bugs and insects. severe entomophobia.. all bugs. even butterflies make me panic if they come near me. the best exception there is it like, caterpillars because they're slow and can't fly, and ants since they're tiny (but if one crawls me, i'll cry)
been bullied for it for years. had kids pick up dead bugs off the ground and throw them at me, even going as far as when i locked myself in the girl's restroom (they were boys) they came in there too. the biggest ones i'm afraid of are bees, wasps, spiders, cockroaches, dragonflies, and, funnily enough.. ladybugs.
my eyes constantly play tricks on me as if there's a bug crawling in my sight- but no, it's just a shadow.. or it's just some visual snow. and i literally get so panicked and nauseous seeing a bug.
i feel like a damn wimp for all this and i'm embarrassed to even go out in public during summer (well, good thing i've become a hermit) because if i even hear a buzz i start waving my hands around like i'm having a seizure.
i found a dead cockroach in the path to my kitchen and now i'm constantly scared another one will jump out at me if i go into the kitchen that way. i have no idea why bugs bother me this much. i've been this way since i was a very small child, just absolutely petrified of bugs...