Promised Heaven
Eternally atoning
- Feb 1, 2024
- 701
Obease. Then lowered to overweight. Now obese again, though most people say they don't visually see it.
Short person, healthy weight for my height is 125-135lb. I gained a lot of weight after quitting therapy that pushed me into suicidal thinking even more as a teenager as mass eating ended up becoming my coping mechanism. I'm talking, I eat breakfast, then bring half sized meals to eat in multiple classes, then eat lunch, another half sized meal, eat a meal when I get home, eat a meal at dinner, and eat a meal before sleeping. I genuinely do not encourage anyone to do what I did and I'm genuinely surprised I didn't get weight releated illnesses.
Was 190lb and at one point almost 200lb in 2022 when I decided to lose weight. Dropped to 170lb in 2023, 155lb in 2024. I'm gained weight up to 175lb again in 2025 because I lost a friend I deeply cared for in January and take/took weed almost daily and had the munchies and back in the obesity zone.
Now I'm 167-168lb and trying to shed it off again, not taking weed led to withdrawal symptoms, one being literally no appetite which helped shed 5lbs so far. I really want to hit normal weight and extremely self conscious of photos and mirrors. I think I should be able to. I just need to stop eating more than a meal a day and keep up with vitamins nd electrolytes. I just need to not make a friend ever again or else I'll probably go back to stuffing my face when they inevitably leave me.
Short person, healthy weight for my height is 125-135lb. I gained a lot of weight after quitting therapy that pushed me into suicidal thinking even more as a teenager as mass eating ended up becoming my coping mechanism. I'm talking, I eat breakfast, then bring half sized meals to eat in multiple classes, then eat lunch, another half sized meal, eat a meal when I get home, eat a meal at dinner, and eat a meal before sleeping. I genuinely do not encourage anyone to do what I did and I'm genuinely surprised I didn't get weight releated illnesses.
Was 190lb and at one point almost 200lb in 2022 when I decided to lose weight. Dropped to 170lb in 2023, 155lb in 2024. I'm gained weight up to 175lb again in 2025 because I lost a friend I deeply cared for in January and take/took weed almost daily and had the munchies and back in the obesity zone.
Now I'm 167-168lb and trying to shed it off again, not taking weed led to withdrawal symptoms, one being literally no appetite which helped shed 5lbs so far. I really want to hit normal weight and extremely self conscious of photos and mirrors. I think I should be able to. I just need to stop eating more than a meal a day and keep up with vitamins nd electrolytes. I just need to not make a friend ever again or else I'll probably go back to stuffing my face when they inevitably leave me.
