Been up for nearly 24 Hours now - my alcohol situation

[worldexploder]

turns out my aunt DID buy 2 causes of beer. What I wanted! She poured 3 of my beers Down the fucking sink! In turn, I took 8mg of Xanax. Even?

 

[Dani Paradox]

lol what

 

[worldexploder]

She poured the 3 beers down the drain before I even started to drink. I asked her about it this morning and she admitted to it. I didn't make a fuss. I just said "well alright". Then went down in my basement and took the Xanax because if I don't get the high I need I'll make up for it. I'll probably sleep a lot for the better part of 72 hours. I did this many times before. I had less alcohol than I normally drink. Funny thing is I'd be better off if she would have just been honest and gave me the two boxes of beer. I mean what is there left? A new "beutifiul life" life to explore? Heh I think not!

 

[worldexploder]

lol what

My aunt baught me 2 cases of alcohol then dumped 3 cans down the drain before I even started drinking. Found out this morning. So I took 8mg of Xanax to make up for it. She keeps on thinking I'm "accelerating" in my alcoholism. I have been drinking for 4 years now.These past 2 I been drinking pretty much the same amount. Don't see any "acceleration" in my drinking.

 

[Dani Paradox]

Ohh...why did she do that? To try and control your alcohol intake??

 

[Schopenhauer]

Easy man, don't do anything that might land you in a hospital. Focus on your priorities.

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

So she spends her own money on something to throw it away? Surely it would be more cost effective for her to just buy you less beer?

 

[Dead_Inside]

I mean what is there left? A new "beutifiul life" life to explore? Heh I think not!

This is exactly what I have argued about my own drinking/pill use .... plus once I put myself down isn't everyone happier?? No more of my BS...

 

[worldexploder]

Easy man, don't do anything that might land you in a hospital. Focus on your priorities.

Hey thanks man thanks . I'm fine. Took the pills and stayed up until about 3pm. I wouldnt take anything that would send me to the ER or anything.

 

[worldexploder]

Ohh...why did she do that? To try and control your alcohol intake??

Yes. She's been pretty chill with how much I drink over the years but dumping those 3 cans was unnecessary. I don't have anything to live for. May as well drink to excess once in awhile.