
bipolar22
Student
- Aug 31, 2022
- 194
I can deal with pain and suffering even loneliness. I'm used to it. But I cant stand fucking boredom. This nothingness and emtyness. Especially now in this small canadian village. Alcohol is fucking unaffordable. Anything is and I haven't drank for 2 years anyway. So I just sit alone all day cleaning and waxing the floors because I have no incentive to even go outside. Nothing out there anyway but a bunch of homeless junkies ans a small uninspiring gym which can't afford a heavy bag just to make it as depressing as possible. I was happier being an alcoholic dealing with all the health problems it gave me THAN THIS FUCKING BOREDOM. End of rant