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LinxLunar

LinxLunar

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372 I am going to go play with my dog
377 Have a good time playing with your dog <3
373

@LinxLunar
oh my god yeah your pp just brought me back to last year lol
glad to see you there, sorry that you are back on there tho

Yeahhhh, That's pretty hard to get though everything right now. I'm always coming back to this site and thinking about it. I can't stop thinking about CTB even after a year. Even if IRL my life if "perfect" from the outside. I can't help it...
 
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boddibo

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Dec 19, 2023
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Yeahhhh, That's pretty hard to get though everything right now. I'm always coming back to this site and thinking about it. I can't stop thinking about CTB even after a year. Even if IRL my life if "perfect" from the outside. I can't help it...
life sure is weird when everything's supposed to be fine but you keep on wanting to ctb, sorry that that's still your case after a year 🫂
 
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LinxLunar

LinxLunar

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life sure is weird when everything's supposed to be fine but you keep on wanting to ctb, sorry that that's still your case after a year 🫂
379 Idk If I'm happy to still see you there or be sad. But when I'll unlock dm I'll send you one and tell you how everything went, my "attempt" and everything after !
 
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boddibo

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Idk If I'm happy to still see you there of be sad. But when I'll unlock dm I'll send you one and tell you how everything went, my "attempt" and everything after !
I kinda always felt a bit 'bitter' not knowing fully what happened to you, I heard that you decided not to ctb last year but then you kinda vanished and I always wondered how life was for you after that
 
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LinxLunar

LinxLunar

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Jan 9, 2025
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I kinda always felt a bit 'bitter' not knowing fully what happened to you, I heard that you decided not to ctb last year but then you kinda vanished and I always wondered how life was for you after that
381 Yeah, I always wanted to come back here to tell everything that happened but never really had the courage thinking everyone was following my "journey" if we can say so. And I betrayed everyone by not commiting to the bit... But since It's been a year, and I still want to CTB. Hey back ! ^^'
 
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boddibo

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Dec 19, 2023
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Yeah, I always wanted to come back here to tell everything that happened but never really had the courage thinking everyone was following my "journey" if we can say so. And I betrayed everyone by not commiting to the bit... But since It's been a year, and I still want to CTB. Hey back ! ^^'
no need to feel ashamed or anything, you did not betray anyone by just living you know
 
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383 - no more mod approval before posting, I feel relieved : )
 
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LinxLunar

LinxLunar

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no need to feel ashamed or anything, you did not betray anyone by just living you know
386 I know but that's how I felt for a year. But yeah it doesn't make sense now that I write it.. :')
 
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boddibo

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I know but that's how I felt for a year. But yeah it doesn't make sense now that I write it.. :')
we are still human despite everything, we have empathy and sympathy, we're not here to shame anyone for not ctb despite them saying that they will do it
 
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LinxLunar

LinxLunar

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we are still human despite everything, we have empathy and sympathy, we're not here to shame anyone for not ctb despite them saying that they will do it
388 Thanks a lot, it really mean a much to read this <3
 
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boddibo

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Thanks a lot, it really mean a much to read this <3
I mean it, you're welcome here anytime
look at me, I'm still here after a year after all, despite that you know very well that I have everything to ctb lol
 
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LinxLunar

LinxLunar

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Jan 9, 2025
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I mean it, you're welcome here anytime
look at myself I'm still here after a year after all, despite that you know very well that I have everything to ctb lol
387 You ordered it pretty much at the same time as me if I remember correctly ?
 
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