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i know. it's all just hitting me at once.
is this your first time seeing a member you know a bit try to ctb? It can hard to see someone go but its what they wanted. There still going to be plently of people here cus they can't/don't want to ctb or new people coming here cus suicidal people will keep existing no matter what.

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is this your first time seeing a member you know a bit try to ctb? It can hard to see someone go but its what they wanted. There still going to be plently of people here cus they can't/don't want to ctb or new people coming here cus suicidal people will keep existing no matter what.
it is. and if it helps, i lurked infrequently, both before and after creating my account, and then finally started interacting with people in december. i think lurking vs being involved gives you a difference experience, at least where emotions are concerned. like, this is all so visceral to me.

and i'm sorry. i don't mean to come off as pro-life. i'm just worried for darkest in particular because they've failed a lot of previous other attempts and those sounded extremely painful.
 
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it is. and if it helps, i lurked infrequently, both before and after creating my account, and then finally started interacting with people in december. i think lurking vs being involved gives you a difference experience, at least where emotions are concerned. like, this is all so visceral to me.

and i'm sorry. i don't mean to come off as pro-life. i'm just worried for darkest in particular because they've failed a lot of previous other attempts and those sounded extremely painful.
You not coming off as pro-life at all. You just wish they are okay whether through death or alive and we don't know that as we have no idea how their attempt has played out. Its absolutely understandable to be scared for them and it shows you care about this person.

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and i'm sorry. i don't mean to come off as pro-life. i'm just worried for darkest in particular because they've failed a lot of previous other attempts and those sounded extremely painful.
some people on this website tend to easily categorize people as 'pro life' for showing basic human empathy tbh lol
you're just being a thoughtful person that's all
 
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You not coming off as pro-life at all. You just wish they are okay whether through death or alive and we don't know that as we have no idea how their attempt has played out. Its absolutely understandable to be scared for them and it shows you care about this person.
some people on this website tend to easily categorize people as 'pro life' for showing basic human empathy tbh lol
you're just being a thoughtful person that's all
thank you. just hoping things worked out for them.
 
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@Crash_Bash_Dash just cus of your name, do you like the video game: Crash Bash?

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