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[darkest]

923

 

[Namelesa]

923

 

[darkest]

924

 

[Namelesa]

923

 

[darkest]

924

 

[GlassMoon]

925

 

[Namelesa]

924

 

[darkest]

925

 

[Namelesa]

924

 

[GlassMoon]

925 I am going to therapy now

 

[Redacted24]

926

 

[darkest]

927 - crazy thought but what if, I dunno, things just ever get any easier

 

[Namelesa]

926

925 I am going to therapy now

hope its goes okay <3

 

[darkest]

925 I am going to therapy now

good luck dude o7
927

 

[GlassMoon]

Remember when ebay introduced the bidding agent? We could use that here. Forum could auto-correct those numbers for us :-) 928

 

[darkest]

929

 

[Namelesa]

927 - crazy thought but what if, I dunno, things just ever get any easier

who knows if things will get easier. I guess we can't fully know unless we continue living?

928

 

[darkest]

929 - logically speaking, dying earlier ensures less suffering long term, emotionally speaking, i can't take either living or the SI anymore, i just wanna perish peacefully

 

[Namelesa]

928

 

[darkest]

929 - how long do you think it took Sisyphus to be happy...?

 

[Namelesa]

928 like I can see a way for my life to improve and make me want to live for at least a couple more decades (i defintely don't want to have to live 80 or more years of this even if I recovered) but I have no idea if that will actually happen so suicide seems like the better option as death more predictable.

 

[darkest]

929 - I only see a few more months and then nothing after that would be worth it

 

[Namelesa]

929 - how long do you think it took Sisyphus to be happy...?

I have no idea, maybe he accepted pushing that boulder forever, maybe he is suffering more and just wants it to end.

928

 

[darkest]

if "one must imagine Sisyphus is happy" then I can, I really do, but I just can't imagine how long it must've taken
929

 

[Namelesa]

928

 

[darkest]

929

 

[Namelesa]

928 more of me wants to try and get better at the moment for some reason so I guess I might try to do more stuff like my game development but if I become worse again I am going to practice the partial hanging again every night with the help of the suggestions you gave me.

 

[boddibo]

929

 

[Namelesa]

928

 

[boddibo]

929