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404: Reason to live not found
- Jul 17, 2022
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I'm hoping my 7 bags of lump charcoal will do the job. Alcohol and sedatives will hopefully help me go to sleep. I live in the bush and have lit enough bonfires and campfires to know how to get it lit. I'm not normally one to consume alcohol and will have an empty stomach. I've had to postpone because I wanted to send some emails to people (my solicitors, a police officer who won't be on duty at that time, etc), and I needed to make sure that they won't read it until Monday. It's now Saturday morning here. I have 15 kgs of charcoal, some strong alcohol and a couple of types of sedatives. Stalker can't stalk me anymore when I'm dead. Police won't learn from my death. It's just another day at the office for them. There's also a politician who has been in contact with me throughout the years of stalking I've endured, trying to improve anti-stalking laws and trying to get police to enforce them. I will also let her know that I just couldn't take it anymore. Maybe she'll then use my case in parliament to show what it's like for victims of stalking. On top of this, I've been bullied and harassed police for 30 years (this August is the anniversary) because I was raped by one of their own and tried multiple times to report it. Police protect police. I really want this to work; I really want to CTB this weekend. Police are closing in on me again because I finally gave a statement this year, after years of trying, about that cop. Victoria Police can kiss my arse.This method sounds very interesting and not very painful, that's why they nickname it "sweet death", there are people who have died without realizing it due to CO. In a case, someone has put a barbecue inside the house to warm up in winter and have woken up dead. And there are many similar accidents, so it doesn't seem like an overly difficult method. There are reports of suicides in hotels where tourists burned coal in a trash can and achieved their goal. What scares me is that the method will not work and leave with consequences. I've heard that if it doesn't work, it can leave you with brain damage? And that is scary.