A 4 right now. Might go a point higher though because we're having tacos tonight, but yeah today has been sucky.
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combatcuteness
The number zero is feeling lonely...
- Nov 30, 2020
- 193
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Vy0kxZen
Member
- Mar 1, 2022
- 7
3 starting to stop taking care of myself in basic ways again even though i started getting better at it a few days ago and im back to self harming because i feel shit over situations i put myself in gonna just hope tomorrow goes better
Tristan
Don’t cry for me, I’m already dead.
- Mar 21, 2022
- 252
2 so not in the mood for this endless summer heat! Grrrrr
☆AwaitingEntropy☆
Snuffing the Light Out
- Nov 6, 2021
- 208
ImsooDone1N
Arcanist
- Nov 22, 2018
- 848
4/10 Depressed, lonely & Suffering... -but still here.
ImsooDone1N
Arcanist
- Nov 22, 2018
- 848
2.5/10.0 Not Feelin this. Plus No One Give A Shit About Me. I don't know why i expect that anyone would.
3 for the past week consistently. i guess it's just how it's been. get really bad, inch a bit towards suicide, get better, get worse again. wonder if this'll be the end of that cycle :p
ImsooDone1N
Arcanist
- Nov 22, 2018
- 848
2.5/10.00 -> no change really as nothing has happened in the past 24hrs. I just dissociated and tried to zone out and not be "here"
I don't know how to rate how I am feeling, I mean currently I don't feel much. I have had FAR worse days many years ago but yet now I feel more committed than ever
to end it all but now I just feel neutral. I don't know how to rate that. I guess a 5/10?? I don't know, how do you rate something like that?
to end it all but now I just feel neutral. I don't know how to rate that. I guess a 5/10?? I don't know, how do you rate something like that?
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7/10. I've been on my feet for work this weekend. My feet feel like they're going to fall off and my legs don't feel much better. I'm getting paid though and I had a nice dinner.
L I F E T O L O S E
only you can stop the evil
- Sep 18, 2020
- 465
Pedronte
What if...
- Jul 31, 2022
- 29
ImsooDone1N
Arcanist
- Nov 22, 2018
- 848
2.5 / 10.00 - no change again. Again, nothing has happened in the past 24h. mostly slept (approx. 13.5h) - I've been sleeping >12h day whenever possible. Sleeping life away. Would feel better if I was in a cabin or campervan in the woods or somewhere nice and isolated. Then I wouldnt feel as if i were missing out on anything in life.
bed
CTBed
- Aug 24, 2019
- 920
2/10. Feel miserable and exhausted from life. Currently in a pain flare. Being in constant pain and no meds are really helping. Plus dealing with MH problems on top of it, all feels too much. I don't even know what I'm doing, merely existing in a daze. Weeks go by and I hardly notice until it's too late.
Foresight
Enlightened
- Jun 14, 2019
- 1,393
2/10. I am tired, angry, disappointed, unhappy with life. I had plans and dreams that will never come true.
WhatPowerIs
Paragon
- Jun 19, 2022
- 986
A 5 or a 6 out of 10 maybe. The forum may actually be making my mood worse.
slushy
Member
- Feb 19, 2022
- 89
Get off of here then friend! Try your hardest to save yourself, to better yourself. If this site isn't helping you in what you need to do, take care of yourself <3
As for me? 8 or 9, awesome as a possum! I'm finally getting my plan in order and the day I'll be free is drawing nearer continually. It's a relief to just be able to relax with no worries because there is not much of great importance to you when you know you're going to die soon. I'm making great progress, all I need to do is finish my goodbye notes (almost done!) and decide whether I'm going for full or partial suspension. I've got a few months until my time to go so I'm just doing research and weighing the options.
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WhatPowerIs
Paragon
- Jun 19, 2022
- 986
I'm glad you're doing well! Yeah maybe it is best I get off the forum.
Suicidebydeath
No chances to be happy - dead inside
- Nov 25, 2021
- 3,559
ImsooDone1N
Arcanist
- Nov 22, 2018
- 848
0.25/10.00 - I feel so horrible, but as I've been reminded above - shit can (and often will) get worse. This has been the worst year of my life.
eliza23
Member
- Aug 10, 2022
- 29
4 I guess, I mean I managed to look and seem happy today even though I was feeling, well sad, lonely, empty, scared, and I was feeling very miserable. life sucks and it still does but i feel like the problem is me not the world but who knows cuz I sure don't. But whatever, I'm to tired and I'm becoming even more tired every passing day mostly mentally though but still sucks.
I'm feeling at a 5, worked out yesterday but slept too long. My depression is active but more on the back of my mind.
Blondie
Member
- Aug 12, 2022
- 79
