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Tiedie

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Oct 21, 2019
75
Nothing more to really say. I rented a luxury hotel room. Have my rope. I'm in no rush but I hope this suite makes me comfortable enough to transition peacefully. Of course I will have a big bag of weed, some candles, a big meal, music and a jacuzzi. None of y'all know me but I do appreciate all of the information contained on this site. I'm a tad worried about the SI. I need this to be my last night. I can't go through another schizophrenic break.
 
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Life+me=error

Life+me=error

Warlock
May 22, 2019
736
Good luck stranger. May tonight be your best and last night on earth.
 
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Meretlein

Moderator
Feb 15, 2019
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Smooth sailing. I hope you find what you're looking for.
 
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trynacbt

Arcanist
Sep 28, 2019
476
Good luck... I hope it goes well.
 
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sullengirl

Member
Nov 1, 2019
39
Sounds beautiful. I hope everything goes as you wish. Safe and peaceful travels.
 
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CaptainT

Experienced
Nov 1, 2019
241
Fair winds. Safe passage. See you on the other side. Peace and light to you
 
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LonelyLight

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May 31, 2019
779
Best of luck with everything :hug:
 
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Tiedie

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Oct 21, 2019
75
Thank you all. I'm getting ready now. A long shower and my favorite outfit :) I'm scared to share too much information. I'll update y'all and let you know if it's a proper room. No one in my life suspects anything. I have written no note as of yet. If I do it will only be one to my Mom.
 
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Stan

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Aug 29, 2019
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Hope everything goes peacefully for you.
 
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Tiedie

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Oct 21, 2019
75
The room sucks
 
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Hotsackage

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Mar 11, 2019
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Hope u get hanging right. I sure as cant lol. Gl and enjoy
 
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Tiedie

Member
Oct 21, 2019
75
It's not private at all. 1st floor next to everything.
 
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Tiedie

Member
Oct 21, 2019
75
No. I got the last room. I'm next to the dang party hall. No shit.
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
No. I got the last room. I'm next to the dang party hall. No shit.
Ok. Let's look at this as a good thing. If there is any noise, nobody will here it. Trying to find a silver lining.
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Wishing you a safe trip. We are here if you need anything.....
 
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Kowahi2310

Member
Nov 1, 2019
51
Safe trip. I intend to do it in a nice hotel room as well.
 
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Tiedie

Member
Oct 21, 2019
75
I was too excited and posted too soon. Never thought with the money I spent that I'd hate the room. It may sound like a bogus reason but there were just too many people outside my room. I felt exposed. I'll try another room next week but I won't make another thread until I've checked into the room.
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Perhaps you could ask the hotel to preview and prebook the room in question....

b.t.w. could you ask for a refund ( full or partial ) on the room you had booked ?
e.g. explaining that you wanted a peaceful room, when in fact it was anything but..... ?
 
GreyMagic

GreyMagic

The more you care, the more you have to lose.
Feb 21, 2019
173
It is a shame you weren't comfortable. I got excited for you as I read you first and second post for it only to go downhill for you from there. Especially as I understand the need to catch that perfect peaceful death.

We all deserve that peaceful death no matter what our background is.
 
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Tiedie

Member
Oct 21, 2019
75
Perhaps you could ask the hotel to preview and prebook the room in question....

b.t.w. could you ask for a refund ( full or partial ) on the room you had booked ?
e.g. explaining that you wanted a peaceful room, when in fact it was anything but..... ?

I'm not concerned with the money. Will they really let me preview the room?! I am booking close to my home town, I just never thought to ask.
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
I'm not concerned with the money. Will they really let me preview the room?! I am booking close to my home town, I just never thought to ask.
Well I suppose you could just say you need to be able to read and concentrate, so would appreciate a quiet room, or something ?
Just thinking out loud really, but maybe worth a go.......
 
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lymbo

Arcanist
Oct 12, 2019
483
OP whats your reasons for CTB? sorry about the room
 
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Tiedie

Member
Oct 21, 2019
75
OP whats your reasons for CTB? sorry about the room

I'm severely schizophrenic. Right now I feel normal but I know it will not last too long. They just balanced my meds but it took a year. I'm finally mentally clear enough to plan. I can't suffer another break and a break is inevitable.
 
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