maka
this is for you, mi cuervito 𓇢𓆸
- Apr 23, 2019
- 180
So last month (?) I had planned to ctb via SN because I had lost my job and could not afford rent. I was able to make it for July, but unfortunately did not find a job in time and ran out of money. I reached out to every financial resource in my city, but due to living in the Cap and everyone and their dog being affected by the government layoffs, of course, there is none and we are all basically screwed. I was hoping to find a job and be able to cover rent again by now but things didn't work out, and now I am possibly facing eviction because I have no money and can't get a job to save my life. So I have circled back to my original plan to just die instead of trying to keep pushing towards uncertainty.
HERE'S THE THING! I originally wanted to ctb in a hotel room but now have no money for one so I have to do it in my apartment (I'm sorry landlord). Luckily at least my cats will have one final shnack before someone finds me ig. I have my SN and everything ready, I plan to smash my electronics and toss all of my papers and journals, etc. BUT. My dumb ass forgot to buy the tools to measure the SN
So now I'm like how do I TAKE the SN if I can't MEASURE the SN?!?!
Anyways I plan to start donating plasma so I can save up some money to buy those and THEN I can ctb, hopefully before rent is due on August 5th.
This is more of me making fun of myself than looking for advice, I just thought it was hilarious that I thought I had everything perfect and ready to go then BOOM. Now we must wait to buy a food scale and some measuring cups lol. The world's biggest dumbass award goes to me :,D
HERE'S THE THING! I originally wanted to ctb in a hotel room but now have no money for one so I have to do it in my apartment (I'm sorry landlord). Luckily at least my cats will have one final shnack before someone finds me ig. I have my SN and everything ready, I plan to smash my electronics and toss all of my papers and journals, etc. BUT. My dumb ass forgot to buy the tools to measure the SN
So now I'm like how do I TAKE the SN if I can't MEASURE the SN?!?! Anyways I plan to start donating plasma so I can save up some money to buy those and THEN I can ctb, hopefully before rent is due on August 5th.
This is more of me making fun of myself than looking for advice, I just thought it was hilarious that I thought I had everything perfect and ready to go then BOOM. Now we must wait to buy a food scale and some measuring cups lol. The world's biggest dumbass award goes to me :,D
