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cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
160
i don't really know what I'm supposed to feel
i still haven't written a note
im tired
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,971
Godspeed.
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

Ch4in3dcr0w

if u ever see me happy just kill me
Jun 21, 2025
335
Im so sorry it had come to this. I hope whatever happends u will be at peace.
i hope your journey will be peaceful and quick, Much love and good luck 🤗
 
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Freedomm

Freedomm

Student
Aug 2, 2025
156
Have a happy trip❤️
 
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monetpompo

monetpompo

૮ • ﻌ - ა
Apr 21, 2025
441
good luck. i hope you find peace
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,588
See ya~ I wish you well and will pray for you~ :)
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
176
Whatever you choose I hope you find what you are seeking for:heart:
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
1,206
good luck
I wish you the best
hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
160
i just have to take 3 or 4 pills i dont know whats stopping me
 
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whenwillthepainstop

whenwillthepainstop

Student
Aug 5, 2025
108
i just have to take 3 or 4 pills i dont know whats stopping me
Thank goodness you're still here. I think maybe it's your SI kicking in. Maybe it's a sign you're not ready.
 
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33K1LLM3

33K1LLM3

Pretty Girl, Sickness killed her…
Jun 28, 2025
143
Please don't rush a ctb. Take your time and take care ok <3
 
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whenwillthepainstop

whenwillthepainstop

Student
Aug 5, 2025
108
i know its the right choice its just scary
I'm not here to preach pro-life stuff however in my personal opinion people should only CTB if they're truly ready, they shouldn't feel forced to but rather it's their choice. It's your choice but you are so afraid and it just seems like you're not ready. Like that one person said, don't rush a suicide. It's worse that way. You don't want to die afraid.
 
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cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
160
its better than the alternative and i wont regret it if i succeed
 
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whenwillthepainstop

whenwillthepainstop

Student
Aug 5, 2025
108
its better than the alternative and i wont regret it if i succeed
There is always a risk of survival, nobody knows if you'll succeed. Do you really want to risk still being alive, OR just keep living because we all get guaranteed death in the end? Suicide is never guaranteed to work although people can try, but it is guaranteed we will all die someday.
 
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cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
160
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Daphne

Student
Jul 23, 2025
184
3 or 4 pills? Unless they're cyanide, odds are they won't do much. Read up on the method guides on this site. OD's don't work most of the time.
 
cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
160
ive done my research it wound work
it's just scary
it's just scary
 
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bpdwriter

bpdwriter

Member
Jul 23, 2025
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ive done my research it wound work
it's just scary
it's just scary
that's the SI kicking in. i think it's the you that knows that this is it and there's no turning back. i'm in the camp that CTB doesn't have to be scary and and a terrifying experience, there's plenty of people here who shared their experiences on how they overcame SI. personally though... you might be mentally ready to ctb, but maybe not ready for the process.
 
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cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
160
i just wanna die it's not fair
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enjoytheride

Student
Jun 29, 2025
115
i just wanna die it's not fair
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If you have doubts in your mind or heart about this, then it would be a good idea to postpone. The pain you must be going through must be unbearable. I hope that you can find good reasons to stay and give life another try, or as many tries as possible. If you have the time and will, please have a look at this e-book, as it may help see things differently: https://qprinstitute.com/pdfs/Forever_Decision.pdf
 
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butimstillsoblue

butimstillsoblue

Warrior
Dec 27, 2024
85
i just have to take 3 or 4 pills i dont know whats stopping me
What are the 3 or 4 pills?

Maybe we can help you decide if this is really a good option. I'm not a pro lifer, but would hate to see you suffer needlessly if these pills aren't going to do what you want them to do.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you find peace. Good luck!
 
fkyou

fkyou

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Oct 1, 2022
242
that's the SI kicking in. i think it's the you that knows that this is it and there's no turning back. i'm in the camp that CTB doesn't have to be scary and and a terrifying experience, there's plenty of people here who shared their experiences on how they overcame SI. personally though... you might be mentally ready to ctb, but maybe not ready for the process.
Where to find these posts I struggle with si too
 
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cookiencream

cookiencream

Cookies
Jul 26, 2025
206
I'm not here to preach pro-life stuff however in my personal opinion people should only CTB if they're truly ready, they shouldn't feel forced to but rather it's their choice. It's your choice but you are so afraid and it just seems like you're not ready. Like that one person said, don't rush a suicide. It's worse that way. You don't want to die afraid.
I think people may be afraid no matter what unless they're medicated. I mean, has anyone ever made a super duper important life changing decision and NOT been scared. But yeah they should probably think about it more
 
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whenwillthepainstop

whenwillthepainstop

Student
Aug 5, 2025
108
I think people may be afraid no matter what unless they're medicated. I mean, has anyone ever made a super duper important life changing decision and NOT been scared. But yeah they should probably think about it more
True and obviously anyone would be afraid of suicide especially due to SI. But like you said, they should think about it more. I read their post they just don't seem ready. And I think it's important for people to know it's okay if they never end up being ready to CTB. It's not the only option. Just one of many.
 
cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
160
i just dont have time to put it off anymore. i dont wanna live. and i dont wanna die on the other side of the country from my family in a college dorm.
True and obviously anyone would be afraid of suicide especially due to SI. But like you said, they should think about it more. I read their post they just don't seem ready. And I think it's important for people to know it's okay if they never end up being ready to CTB. It's not the only option. Just one of many.
 
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cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
160
ill try again tomorow night
 
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