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ShinigamiApples

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Apr 7, 2023
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In the depths of darkness, I always find
A sadness that's crushing on my mind
Life's a mess, a constant drain
A weight so heavy, impossible to sustain

The shadows around me like a shroud
A suffocating silence, so loud
A void inside that nothing can fill
A life so bleak, it feels unreal

Each day is a struggle, a battle to fight
A war that's lost, before the first light
A life so hopeless, it seems to end
A path so dark, with no bend

The pain inside, a constant ache
A broken heart that never can break
The tears that fall, like a river of pain
A sorrow so deep, it drives you insane

The world outside, so bleak and gray
A place so cold, where love can't stay
A life so shattered, beyond repair
A soul so broken, it can't repair

In the depths of darkness, I find no light
A sadness that's endless, and nothing's right
A life so dark, a constant test
A heart so heavy, with no rest.
let me know if I should write more.

-ShinigamiApples
 
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depressedlover

In Transit waiting for the bus
Apr 12, 2023
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I love this,the poem is talking about my current state,it's like you wrote it for me.
Write more.
 
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ShinigamiApples

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Apr 7, 2023
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The Grim Reminder of Fate

In the stillness of the night,
I saw the Grim Reaper in his might.
With a bony hand and a tattered cloak,
He appeared to me, his presence awoke.

He spoke to me in a whisper,
Of the end that's coming hither.
He told me of my final breath,
And the journey that awaits in death.

The Reaper's voice, cold and clear,
Echoed in my mind, instilling fear.
For in his words, I saw my fate,
A darkness looming, without escape.

The thought of leaving this world behind,
Leaves a void, an ache in my mind.
For all that's left are memories and pain,
A life lived in vain, with nothing to gain.

The Reaper stood there, waiting still,
A reminder of fate, so final and chill.
For we are but dust, in the grand scheme of things,
Mere mortals, with our fleeting dreams.

So let us live our lives with purpose and love,
For time is precious, a gift from above.
And when the Reaper comes to claim his prize,
May we leave this world, with no regrets or lies.

-ShinigamiApples
 
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Mar 20, 2023
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I love your poems.
 
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Apr 7, 2023
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I love your poems.
In love, we find a light,
A flame that burns so bright.
But death, it comes to all,
And snuffs out that flame, with its call.

A love that's lost, leaves a void,
An ache in the heart, that can't be destroyed.
But in memories, love still lives,
A legacy that death can't sieve.

So let us love, with all our might,
Embrace the moment, hold it tight.
For though death may come, and take its toll,
Love, in memories, forever rolls.
 
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depressedlover

In Transit waiting for the bus
Apr 12, 2023
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In love, we find a light,
A flame that burns so bright.
But death, it comes to all,
And snuffs out that flame, with its call.

A love that's lost, leaves a void,
An ache in the heart, that can't be destroyed.
But in memories, love still lives,
A legacy that death can't sieve.

So let us love, with all our might,
Embrace the moment, hold it tight.
For though death may come, and take its toll,
Love, in memories, forever rolls.
Tbh you made me cry,When my love died,i learnt that we should love without fear,we should always tell those we love how we feel,we should show them we love them because when they die you're only left with memories.Even in death love still reigns.
 
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FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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Thank you for sharing your poetry.
 
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SilentSadness

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Feb 28, 2023
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These poems are very descriptive, they give me some comfort. Thanks for writing these.
 
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