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the box is empty

the box is empty

Sometimes the fall kills you. Sometimes you fly.
Mar 8, 2020
356
I am not sure if I've seen that?

https://www.youtube.com/user/OrderoftheGoodDeath

it's a channel about death but it's told in an entertaining and humourous way. She answers pretty much any question viewers have about funerals, embalming, etc to really bizarre stuff like coffin births or what happens to implants or hip replacements during cremation.

It's not as morbid as it sounds. She's an advocate for dignified deaths.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
I used to have many hobbies like: playing the guitar; composing music; writing novels, poems; calisthenics; long-distance running; reading books.
Guess what has left? Exactly, none.
Apathy and anhedonia is a bitch, if you haven´t already seen the two part episode of South Park called Ass Burgers you really should it´s like a short documentary about how people with apathy and anhedonia "feel"
 
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Underwhelming

Underwhelming

Before I Disappear
Mar 10, 2020
63
What music do you like?
Alot of stuff honestly. Mostly alternative/rap/punk and some indie stuff here and there. Pm me if you'd like to chat more, its a lot to type
 
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Skelebirb

Skelebirb

Caught the wheel that broke the butterfly.
Feb 24, 2020
10
Taking care of animals and plants isn't that hard for me. Caring for things is just about the only thing I'm good at. I just don't have the money.

Are there any shelters near your area where you could foster a dog? I think most shelters cover costs and provide the supplies needed. I think you can foster cats too, but I'm not 100% sure...
 
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Gregorius

Better die with a smile than live with tears
Mar 16, 2020
50
I like to smoke (cigarettes) It calms me down and gives me a reason to go out. haha
 
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Beautiful_Disgrace

Beautiful_Disgrace

Invisible shadow
Mar 8, 2020
134
Are there any shelters near your area where you could foster a dog? I think most shelters cover costs and provide the supplies needed. I think you can foster cats too, but I'm not 100% sure...
I'm not sure. I will look into it when I have my own home again.
 
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RottenDeer

RottenDeer

Rotten to the core.
Feb 29, 2020
157
I love to write and to play games and to read. Nothing brings me joy anymore but I still try to fill myself out with it.
 
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Beautiful_Disgrace

Beautiful_Disgrace

Invisible shadow
Mar 8, 2020
134
I can definitely relate. I feel like I've been so shit at everything I've ever tried to do in life. You're right about hiking, I love hiking because usually there isn't much competitive passion. I also like baking because it's easy enough. Sweet things taste sweet, people like sugar, I add lots of sugar and people become happy. People usually love my baked goods.

I've always been so anti-competetive. Like I just don't care if I'm winning, ever. I just want everyone to be happy. And I feel like this has really set me back in society. Not being able to conform to the games we have to play. Does anyone else feel that way?
It's weird because I don't like being competitive either but I have to be a perfectionist so I don't like when I'm clearly not adequate at something.

Even weirder is I never used to play games and expect to be good, but I acquired some strange taste in competitive games that get me more mad than happy but I will still try to get better...
 
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Cashewmilk

Cashewmilk

Specialist
Mar 10, 2020
352
I agree with many of you here, I have lot's of hobbies and things I could do, but I have no energy to do them. I'm sick and crippled.
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
I used to play violin and piano.

Used to write letters, like the old fashioned way snail mail.

Hiking was a lot of fun. Hiking is really hard to be "bad" at.

I used to like to game as well. Video games, board games, card games etc..

Botany? Even if it's just a potted a plant it can be fulfilling.

Wow, just reading my own list made me realize how boring I am lol
pretty much this.

DJing and making sample based hiphop stuff, going on mountain hiking trips in the winter (so bordering on mountaineering) but I also often simply slept in the forest on working days and got up at 5 AM in the middle of the woods and went to work straight from there which was glorious, let me tell you! - also cooking, running and a a fuckton of houseplants - I currently have about 25 of them in a one room apartment.

But nowadays I just don't have the drive. I write more - depression seems to be good in a way for my writing, in that I only have little spurts of inspiration every one or two days that are high quality, which gives me lots of time to edit stuff out again. I can also keep my plants alive no matter how depressed I get. But the other stuff is just too taxing for me now. For example, I get the urge to make music again from time to time, but I can't even manage to get the equipment out of the garage and hook it up.
 
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porfin1234

porfin1234

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
476
On and off... mostly off now.. but my #1 passion is dance

also love singing, hiking, painting, playing hand drum (djembes / doumbeks), videogames, I miss playing board games like I used to or card games like Dominion
 
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the box is empty

the box is empty

Sometimes the fall kills you. Sometimes you fly.
Mar 8, 2020
356
On and off... mostly off now.. but my #1 passion is dance

also love singing, hiking, painting, playing hand drum (djembes / doumbeks), videogames, I miss playing board games like I used to or card games like Dominion
What kind of dance?
 
Suicide_vampire

Suicide_vampire

In Vino Veritas
Feb 11, 2020
426
I'm trying to learn bass guitar right now bought a cheap one then decided to get a more expensive one. A nice Epiphone Thunderbird IV also trying to read currently reading Please Kill Me - the uncensored oral history of punk. And watching music documentaries.
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,442
I love to draw. I have an ipad and have been using it pretty much 24 hours a day the last few months. Creating art really clears your mind.
 
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BlackPoppet

BlackPoppet

Wise woman and Celtic sky person
Mar 7, 2020
991
On and off... mostly off now.. but my #1 passion is dance

also love singing, hiking, painting, playing hand drum (djembes / doumbeks), videogames, I miss playing board games like I used to or card games like Dominion
I love dance! I used to be a gymnast and a club dancer!
I love to draw. I have an ipad and have been using it pretty much 24 hours a day the last few months. Creating art really clears your mind.
Agreed!
 
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HereToday

HereToday

Arcanist
Dec 27, 2019
437
Not one. What a boring, talentless existence I lead
 
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the box is empty

the box is empty

Sometimes the fall kills you. Sometimes you fly.
Mar 8, 2020
356
Not one. What a boring, talentless existence I lead
What do you do to fill the boredom? It doesn't have to be something you're good at. Just want do you do to pass the time when you have nothing else to do.
 
HereToday

HereToday

Arcanist
Dec 27, 2019
437
What do you do to fill the boredom? It doesn't have to be something you're good at. Just want do you do to pass the time when you have nothing else to do.
Watch Netflix or YouTube videos... That's it. My abusive parents never let me get into any hobbies as it was a 'waste of time', and I don't have the energy or motivation to change that now
 
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skies

skies

left in the rain
Mar 13, 2020
53
I'm trying to go professional in some game I play, but it's really a huge mental thing and it's hard for me to keep motivation
 
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TStorm

TStorm

Fading Light
Mar 18, 2020
47
I like to write and draw. I've had little motivation to do either lately. I'm learning Japanese but I'm not sure why anymore. I wanted to visit Japan, but I doubt I ever will. It's still fun to learn, I suppose.
 
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BlackPoppet

BlackPoppet

Wise woman and Celtic sky person
Mar 7, 2020
991
I like to write and draw. I've had little motivation to do either lately. I'm learning Japanese but I'm not sure why anymore. I wanted to visit Japan, but I doubt I ever will. It's still fun to learn, I suppose.
I can speak a bit of Japanese too. My partner is bilingual, he speaks English and German. He was born in Germany.
 
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Deformationalplagio

Born deformed
Dec 28, 2019
377
I produce dubstep and drum and bass but lately i cant really focus on it due depresion. I also like to game and watch space docus etc
 
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Deleted member 13227

Deleted member 13227

Good night
Dec 21, 2019
71
Before my hobbies was playing piano, football and reading. Right now I spend my time cycling outside and playing pc games
 
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zeroambition

Recovered
Nov 3, 2019
3,176
I really enjoy lucid dreaming and watching dirt track racing.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,184
I draw and paint a lot. Been doing this for 5 years now, and i love to see im progressing. Who would have thought...
 
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oxymoron

oxymoron

Arcanist
Jul 18, 2019
439
Like it's so hard for me to actually commit to getting good at anything. I don't ever have fun unless I'm being good at what I'm doing. I hate drawing ugly art but I know I won't get any better if I don't practice. But damn it's so hard for me to find the motivation to practice.

It's not just art. It's writing, gaming...I just don't want to be bothered doing anything when I'm shit at it.
I'd lot of them. I used to gym, play soccer, play my guitar and go running everyday. But no, life isn't for everyone. Things have to fuck themselves up even if you don't touch them. So now I sleep 12 hours a day, drive on the interstate for no reason and play cards online while smoking fucking 900000 cigarettes a day. Welcome to depression
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,448
I suppose claiming faucets and rolling cigarettes would fit. The former is a dire attempt to get any money into my pocket, the latter is an oddly effective form of meditation.
And it feeds my smoking addiction...
 

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