Do you guys think it will hurt + i’m scared

[iwashere]

lol i know i keep coming on here with a new epiphany like every other day detailing my new plans and methods but right now I think train will be the most immediate and practical option in my situation. I really really really really wish I just had a gun because I like the idea of shooting myself in the head, I feel like that sounds especially tragic. like,
"omg remember iwashere from high school? she died bro."
"whaaat, how?"
"she fucking shot herself dude"
not saying that i want my ending to be tragic but i want it to be pretty violent?? i don't even know what im trying to say but as ive stated tens and thousands of other times in other posts, im too scared to jump off a building. i just feel like with my luck i would survive and i cant be convinced otherwise. plus i just feel like it would hurt. atleast shooting yourself it ends pretty fast. this leads me to my point of contention and the reason for the title of this post—i think im gonna throw myself in front of a train!! I feel like that sounds genuinely AWFUL :D!!! at the same time though i'm SO FUCKING SCARED because HOW DO YOU DO THAT?? i'd argue that's harder than throwing yourself off a bridge. i heard that you pretty much die on impact so in that aspect i equate it to a gunshot. but i feel like it's gonna hurt so fucking bad!!! i guess i can't just choose a violent method though and expect it to be all sunshine and rainbows. I'm not interested in overdosing or using SN anymore because of all the intricacies and honestly I feel like that's not as tragic as hearing that i threw myself in front of a train. maybe im psychotic but these are just my thoughts. i guess i want my ending to be very messy because i feel like it would tell everybody like Shittt she really was off her rocker. and lowkey she kinda brave

Do u guys think it would hurt if i threw myself in front of train. this might be the dumbest question ever in the fucking world cause like obviously, but i guess im asking if you guys think ill feel it. Also having an identify crisis because as u can tell im kinda batshit but now i'm genuinely concerned because…. i might be GENUINELY batshit. i don't know hehehe x3

 

[iwashere]

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[carterprobs]

I feel like it depends on how fast the train is going. Some of the ones around where I live go pretty slow.

Faster train = more instant death
Presumably. Idk I'm an idiot

 

[iwashere]

I feel like it depends on how fast the train is going. Some of the ones around where I live go pretty slow.

Faster train = more instant death
Presumably. Idk I'm an idiot

what about like a regular cargo train. how fast do them mfs go? Anybody know?? i have an overwhelming urge to do it right now but the trains don't run on schedules and im not going to throw myself in from of an amtrak. i feel like that wouldn't kill me bc im like built different idk also i dont want to traumatize like 30 other people. also sooo embarassing cause imagine u dont even die and u just caused this big train to derail and now everybody is looking at u sprawled on the floor like Lois Griffin looking dumb asab and five phones around recording it

 

[ThroughTheLight]

Suicide by train sounds like a good way to end up on a bunch of gore sites. I'm not trying to say you shouldn't do it, but if you're uncomfortable with that, I suggest you don't.

 

[iwashere]

Suicide by train sounds like a good way to end up on a bunch of gore sites. I'm not trying to say you shouldn't do it, but if you're uncomfortable with that, I suggest you don't.

omg i didn't even think of that!!!

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Yeah it's going to hurt. Very few things cause immediate death.

 

[iwashere]

Yeah it's going to hurt. Very few things cause immediate death.

Do u promise this

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Do u promise this

Why? Do you want it to hurt, or something?

 

[fedup1982]

lol i know i keep coming on here with a new epiphany like every other day detailing my new plans and methods but right now I think train will be the most immediate and practical option in my situation. I really really really really wish I just had a gun because I like the idea of shooting myself in the head, I feel like that sounds especially tragic. like,
"omg remember iwashere from high school? she died bro."
"whaaat, how?"
"she fucking shot herself dude"
not saying that i want my ending to be tragic but i want it to be pretty violent?? i don't even know what im trying to say but as ive stated tens and thousands of other times in other posts, im too scared to jump off a building. i just feel like with my luck i would survive and i cant be convinced otherwise. plus i just feel like it would hurt. atleast shooting yourself it ends pretty fast. this leads me to my point of contention and the reason for the title of this post—i think im gonna throw myself in front of a train!! I feel like that sounds genuinely AWFUL :D!!! at the same time though i'm SO FUCKING SCARED because HOW DO YOU DO THAT?? i'd argue that's harder than throwing yourself off a bridge. i heard that you pretty much die on impact so in that aspect i equate it to a gunshot. but i feel like it's gonna hurt so fucking bad!!! i guess i can't just choose a violent method though and expect it to be all sunshine and rainbows. I'm not interested in overdosing or using SN anymore because of all the intricacies and honestly I feel like that's not as tragic as hearing that i threw myself in front of a train. maybe im psychotic but these are just my thoughts. i guess i want my ending to be very messy because i feel like it would tell everybody like Shittt she really was off her rocker. and lowkey she kinda brave

Do u guys think it would hurt if i threw myself in front of train. this might be the dumbest question ever in the fucking world cause like obviously, but i guess im asking if you guys think ill feel it. Also having an identify crisis because as u can tell im kinda batshit but now i'm genuinely concerned because…. i might be GENUINELY batshit. i don't know hehehe x3

Yeah it's possible to survive even a high speed train impact. To be killed instantly you do need some luck, and you have to hope the train hasn't been designed to prevent suicide deaths. It's a risk, it might be painful or you might get lucky. The only sure fire way to guarantee CTB is euthanasia unless you can get a shotgun and don't flinch.

It sucks. Governments do everything they can to make us fail unless you go through official routes

 

[iwashere]

Why? Do you want it to hurt, or something?

noooo!! absolutely not. i'm just in a very agitated state right now, like i'm uncomfortable to be alive so tbh i was gonna wait by a train and do it tonight but if ur saying it's gonna hurt i might just shelf this method and start saving up for a gun

Yeah it's possible to survive even a high speed train impact. To be killed instantly you do need some luck, and you have to hope the train hasn't been designed to prevent suicide deaths. It's a risk, it might be painful or you might get lucky. The only sure fire way to guarantee CTB is euthanasia unless you can get a shotgun and don't flinch.

It sucks. Governments do everything they can to make us fail unless you go through official routes

i'm like thinking about it right now and it sounds like a horror movie in my head!! i pull up to the tracks, it's dark outside. train is rolling down the tracks— showtime!! i throw myself in front of the train and just the literal noise of the train horn and seeing the tracks in front of you and just knocking out and all the noise of ur bones cracking… this shit is barbaric !!! and then waking up on the tracks and ur whole body is sore and ur leg is on the other side of the track and ur fingers are all twisted

 

[gottacheckout]

Maybe jumping in front of a train isn't the best way that the train can kill you. Just think about it, that train could just bounce you to the side and break and bunch of bones. Or maybe even your spine so you end up a head on a dead body.

Look at the wheels and track

 

[iwashere]

Maybe jumping in front of a train isn't the best way that the train can kill you. Just think about it, that train could just bounce you to the side and break and bunch of bones. Or maybe even your spine so you end up a head on a dead body.

Look at the wheels and track

omg but i could never lay down on the tracks and let the train run over me i feel like that'd be agonizing!!! Tbh these nursing homes better start calling me back from my applications so i can save like 2 checks and just shoot myself!!! this is so stupid

 

[locked*n*loaded]

noooo!! absolutely not. i'm just in a very agitated state right now, like i'm uncomfortable to be alive so tbh i was gonna wait by a train and do it tonight but if ur saying it's gonna hurt i might just shelf this method and start saving up for a gun

Well, I've just never seen an instantaneous death. I've witnessed 3 deaths by "natural" causes and death just doesn't come on like someone who switches off a light with a switch, and the light goes from on to off. The body fights to stay alive. Best case scenario is that you get knocked out instantly and have no awareness of pain. But highly doubt you instantly "die" from impact. It just doesn't happen like that. Maybe with a guillotine, but I doubt that, too (chickens still running around after head cut off, although with head separated from body, they shouldn't feel anything afterwards). You know, authorities - doctors, law enforcement, etc - like to tell families of victims that their loved ones died instantly from (whatever event), that their loved ones didn't suffer, but that's a just bunch of bullshit and blown smoke, only said to make the families feel better, at least about that part of the situation. That's my take, anyway.

I look at it like I've already experienced (physical) pain while living and gotten through it. I can probably get through some pain while dying, maybe for seconds, possibly minutes, until death finally arrives.

 

[iwashere]

Well, I've just never seen an instantaneous death. I've witnessed 3 deaths by "natural" causes and death just doesn't come on like someone who switches off a light with a switch, and the light goes from on to off. The body fights to stay alive. Best case scenario is that you get knocked out instantly and have no awareness of pain. But highly doubt you instantly "die" from impact. It just doesn't happen like that. Maybe with a guillotine, but I doubt that, too (chickens still running around after head cut off, although with head separated from body, they shouldn't feel anything afterwards). You know, authorities - doctors, law enforcement, etc - like to tell families of victims that their loved ones died instantly from (whatever event), that their loved ones didn't suffer, but that's a just bunch of bullshit and blown smoke, only said to make the families feel better, at least about that part of the situation. That's my take, anyway.

I look at it like I've already experienced (physical) pain while living and gotten through it. I can probably get through some pain while dying, maybe for seconds, possibly minutes, until death finally arrives.

Jfc, i would've imagined that if the impact didn't kill me then the train running me over after the fact would kill me like 2-3 seconds
later so this is very discouraging to hear. i think im going to practice partial once again because again im very agitated and uncomfortable atm so this literally like needs to happen one way or another just maybe wont be in the way that i hoped

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Jfc, i would've imagined that if the impact didn't kill me then the train running me over after the fact would kill me like 2-3 seconds
later so this is very discouraging to hear. i think im going to practice partial once again because again im very agitated and uncomfortable atm so this literally like needs to happen one way or another just maybe wont be in the way that i hoped

Impacts are "funny" business. No telling how you'd end up after being struck. You could end up a great distance away from the train after inititial impact.