Venting dying soon

[v000]

My life's too unbearable at this point, the loneliness is killing me and I have no way of changing that. I decided that I'm ending it all in September if things don't get better - and I doubt they will, because why would they? I can't do anything without putting myself through even more stress, I don't have the energy for that and I can't handle being alive, in this state, for another anniversary of her death.
I have no one who could be there for me on that day and I don't want to think about how much I've failed her and everyone I love(d). I'm done.

 

[r.m.216]

I am in a similar position. I relate to your pain, I am so sorry you're going through this. I hope it gets better for us, whether it be an end or a beginning

 

[unluckysadness]

Same. Alone. No friends or partner. Disabled. Agoraphobia. Traumas. Cannot drive. And many many more things. Constant physical and mental pain is not a life.
I wish you the best. Hugs to you