
Angst Filled Fuck Up
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- Sep 9, 2018
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I am so exhausted and off-balance 24/7 I can barely get out of bed. I never feel like doing anything. How is it even possible to lead a productive or meaningful life this way? I only do the bare minimum to survive, and I indulge in all types of vices whether smoking, drinking or eating huge-ass pizzas just to enjoy myself a little bit.
I was just telling my dad I thought about maybe going for a drive but that I didn't feel up to walking through my apartment complex to get to my car. But then he made jokes like "well if you take food with you, you might make it" and "if you leave now you can reach the car before sunset" etc.
Man, I am so sick of people's bullshit flippant remarks. I've lost count of how many times I've told people I have truly horrible, medically inexplicable symptoms, but they just continually discount them like they're not valid.
Does anybody else struggle with this? Getting others to understand the gravity or difficulty of your situation? Or like maybe you take the time to explain things to them at one point, but the next time they talk to you, they have forgotten, and act like everything's fine. Does nobody retain information anymore? I have spent 6 or 7 years explaining my symptoms my family members.
I was just telling my dad I thought about maybe going for a drive but that I didn't feel up to walking through my apartment complex to get to my car. But then he made jokes like "well if you take food with you, you might make it" and "if you leave now you can reach the car before sunset" etc.
Man, I am so sick of people's bullshit flippant remarks. I've lost count of how many times I've told people I have truly horrible, medically inexplicable symptoms, but they just continually discount them like they're not valid.
Does anybody else struggle with this? Getting others to understand the gravity or difficulty of your situation? Or like maybe you take the time to explain things to them at one point, but the next time they talk to you, they have forgotten, and act like everything's fine. Does nobody retain information anymore? I have spent 6 or 7 years explaining my symptoms my family members.